Church Planting Wives

Lights, Camera, Action!

2011-11-05T18:16:00.000-04:00

I finally finished a project that has taken me a whole lot longer than I ever thought it would. I learned how to use windows movie maker. It is a neat way to create using pictures instead of video. I can honestly say that it is probably worth what they paid me for the hours that it took to make it but I am glad that I had the experience and it shared a picture of the work and people in our Western Region of the BRN of Pennsylvania/SJersey. I have so many more memories than were recorded on pictures though and I wish I could have included them. This year, maybe I will take more pictures since it now might be fun since I learned how to put it together. After all, I am just a novice, I need to practice and hone my "mad skills" LOL
Here is the completed project:

Kingdom Calendar

2011-05-11T16:40:00.000-04:00

Submitted by Julianne Nerger
Do you ever wonder why things happen? As church planters’ wives, we often have days where we wonder, why is this happening? We handed out all those flyers and no one came. We have been praying continuously for our neighbors, but we haven’t seen anyone new at the Bible Study. We all have faced these thoughts and had these days, but how do we not have doubts those days. Instead be reminded of Noah who was given the task of building an ark when he was over 500 years old. And he was to build it because it was going to rain? What is rain? Noah had never seen rain, but yet he built an ark for years for something he had never seen or even heard about- yet God told him to do it. And God in His timing showed Noah the rain. And not only did it rain it poured!

Joseph also had faith, even upon his death bed we hear him speak. “ Joseph said to his brothers, ‘ I am about to die, but God will surely take care of you and bring you up from this land to the land which He promised on oath to Abraham, to Isaac and to Jacob.’ Then Joseph made the sons of Israel swear, saying, ‘God will surely take care of you, and you shall carry my bones up from here.’” (Genesis 50:24 & 25) Do you know that God also fulfilled Joseph’s death bed statements, and yet it was not until many years later that we see Moses and the Israelites carry the bones from Egypt (Exodus 13:19). Then many years after that we finally see them bury the bones of Moses (Joshua 24:32).

God’s timing is not our timing. His kingdom calendar is already preset. He knows when things are going to happen. He just asks us to be faithful to the assignment He has given us and allow Him to work out his plan according to His timing. We have experienced this in our ministry. We had an event where we were giving away two bikes and a DVD player. We had no problem giving away the bikes, but every time we contacted someone to give them the DVD player, the child that won would be unavailable to receive it or no one would call back. We were beginning to wonder why this was so difficult. But as we learned…God’s timing is the best timing. The third phone call we left a message again and no one called back- and then finally we got a call. What a wonderful family! Come to find out their DVD player broke, they have four kids, and they live in the neighborhood of one of our Bible Studies. God is good!!! His timing, not our own! I am sure glad it’s not my timing, or I would mess it up, wouldn’t you?

2011-04-27T16:32:00.001-04:00

Why does it always have to be this hard? from Peacemaker Ministries on Vimeo.

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Three Years into Ministry

2011-04-16T19:10:00.001-04:00

It was inspiring to me to find this video. As I watched the portrayal of Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane the words of the song reminded me of something I could have sung about 3 years into church planting. Thankfully, I too surrendered to God's will and the outcome has been amazing! Hang in there all you planting wives and keep surrendered!

Praying for you!

Impact vs. Investment

2010-09-27T11:54:00.004-04:00

The month of September was one of major events for me. The second weekend of the month I was coordinator of a minister wives retreat for our Philly/SJ regions. We mailed out 183 invitations via first class mail, called over 90 homes and had 0 people register for the event. Needless to say, I was usure what to do. The venue had a hold in which there was an expected amount to be paid which I was hoping would come from the registrations. There was a struggle of the team getting together for planning, and instead of feeling like a part of a movement, I felt like I had hit a dam. Needless to say, there were doubts, anger, and a general grief over the investment of time, energy and resources that were put toward trying to bless and encourage wives in ministry. What to do? I felt like God really had led us to the dam and that there was a way to break it open and let the blessings flow. We began to call and offer scholarships and long story short, 21 ladies were blessed and enjoyed bonding together for fellowship and love. After this event, another retreat was scheduled to celebrate and solidify a new paridigm that had begun nine months prior known as Multiplying Church Planting Centers. We have 7 of these that have pioneered the concept across our convention. This was a time of gathering and sharing with the wives of these leaders who have stepped out in faith to commit to a new level of leadership our appreciation, insight into this new path forged and what their involvement would be as an MCC wife. This event was shared in May of this year with the husbands, reminded by e-mail, sent a personal inviation and another reminder e-mail 2 weeks before. You would think that would mean that there would be a response conducive to the relationship invested. Not so. 2 of the 7 came to the event. Let me tell you, when you plan for 50 and have to "beg" to get 21 and then plan for 7 and have 2 return the investment, you can get really bummed! You begin to doubt if the calling you have is truly from God, why are you giving so much when it doesn't really matter, if you stopped what you are doing would anyone be affected and are people really being truthful with you or are they holding back and not being honest?
Confession here: I thought all of these. Really ready to quit and not put out so much energy and resources towards the ministry of encouragement to those in ministry.
BUT GOD.... I love those words in scripture. Just when it looks so bleak and dreary you see those words and God shows up!
God showed me that faithfulness to him is more important than people's reaction. When I base my obedience upon how it is received, then I care more about people's opinion than I do about God's. I am surrendering to the captivity of activity rather than the growth of relationship with my loving Lord. I focus upon pity instead of promises. So I choose to focus on the promises and God showed up. People matter to God individually and we must invest in each person that way. When we do, then the Impact for the kingdom of God is worth any investment we make whether big or small!
Keep investing ladies and leave the results to God for then the impact will be great, if not in others, at least in you!
Pictures to follow of the retreat!

My Choice

2010-09-17T10:57:00.003-04:00

What is it about having a choice? The declaration that you have made a choice about something is powerful. If we are forced to carry out an act, then it seems as if we have been violated. We have been made to carry out the task thus a feeling of bondage comes over us. Theologically, there is much to be said about free will and the wonderful gift that it is from God. We have been given this gift so that we have within us a desire to not be in bondage. This is what causes us to seek out relationship. No person wants to be a slave.

What a difference in our appoach to daily tasks when we see them as a choice. I have a choice to be obedient or disobedient. I have a choice to serve or be selfish. I have a choice to love or withhold my affection. I have a choice to live as a disciple or as an enemy of God. When I realize that they way I feel or am acting is a direct result of my choice for that day or moment even, then the change that takes place is remarkable. I don't see traveling all over an area as unsettling but as an adventure with God. I don't see being away from my family on the mission field as unsettling but as an instrument God uses to leave a legacy of love and service to our Great and Loving Father, I don't see all of the hours and weariness of my spouse's work as taking away from us but as an opportunity to first hand witness a dedicated man of God who is lovingly sacrificial and with whom I have been joined in covenant relationship to make a difference in God's kingdom.

Life can move at the speed of light it seems and we can loose sight of the choices we make. It seems as if circumstance begins to make the choice for us. This is not true. We cannot control many times the circumstance but we can always control the choice we make to respond to the circumstance. My children use to hate when I would tell them, "do not let someone's action determine your reaction!" What they didn't know is that by saying that out loud to them, God would always use it for my benefit. I continue to need this reminder about choice and how I am viewing my world and the choice to live each day. How I respond to people, circumstance and Him is dependant upon my choice to rise above and declare, as for me, I will choose to serve the Lord!

Being torn

2010-08-31T10:25:00.002-04:00

Romans 7:15 says: "I do not understand what I do.

For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do." (NIV)

OK, the verse above is not actually in context and when I put it there, I get a great word about how we are free from the law and sin because of Christ, but how do I keep from feeling that way about ministry when it competes against interests and activity that I want to participate in?Have you ever felt like you were being torn in two between something that is good and something that is well, good? When you face something that you would like to be doing but instead you are committed to do something that is also a good thing. That is what is happening in my life right now. It makes it hard to focus and when things get hard and the commitment takes more work than you thought then your mind goes to the "why am I even investing in this? or what difference is this going to make and why should I have to be committed when it seems no one else is?" Since this has been an ongoing battle over the years for me in church planting/ministry life I thought I would share some thoughts about how to make the decision between two good things and then be happy about it.

First, I have learned, happiness is a choice. I must make a concious choice about what I want to invest my self, time and energy. Then accept that this commitment is a want to not a have to. Very few things in life are a real have to.
How do I make that choice? Well, "to what was I committed first?" is the first question I ask. Why did I make that committment? What will be the outcome of the two things that are good competing for my time and effort? Which outcome will have more eternal impact? If I make a change in my commitment, how will it affect God's purpose and glory? Is there someone else who is willing to take my responsibility? Once I have asked these questions and prayed for God's guidance, then I can usually see a clear path.

Second, once a choice has been made, put your thoughts and focus towards your decision. In other words, STICK WITH IT!
If you are constantly second guessing, then you won't be effective in your decision to be happy in what you are doing. The woulda, shoulda, coulda's will nag at you and create ineffectiveness, fatigue, depression and discouragement. While you try to move forward to invest your time and energy, you are constantly looking backward and will trip up. Small obstacles and unexpected potholes will become great excuses to turn back. Move forward and go with your choice.

And last, remember that part of being a disciple of Christ is sacrifice.
This means that every choice you make may not be the most fun, the easiest, or even the best investment of your time and energy for the moment, but it may be the greatest opportunity to give God glory and show a faith journey to others in your efforts and obedience. Even if both choices are fun, and memorable for you, one must be sacrificed over the other. Your life is a legacy of faith. Sacrifice is love in action and a model of our Lord.

Thank you ladies for allowing me to remind this CP wife and disciple of Christ to choose, go and show. This helps me not to look at the other good (actually great) thing that is occuring simultaneously with what I have made a commitment to as a grieving sacrifice but as a giving sacrifice. I can encourage others in and cheer for them as they participate in the choice I sacrificed without greiving over the fact I can't be in two places at one time. Now my focus can be on investing and getting excited about the outcome of the commitment I have made!

God bless you as you continue to make choices, involve yourselves in God's activity and live out your legacy of faith for His glory!

Happy Birthday To You!!

2010-08-27T09:00:00.000-04:00

Happy Birthday to: My dear husband BARRY EUGENE WHITWORTH
Today is the day that God chose to bless this world with the life of a wonderful man! I am beyond blessed by having the priviledge of being called his wife.

A proverbs 20:6 man! He is and has been faithful in many things throughout his life. I admire this about him. If he makes a vow, he keeps it! This past year he has truly walked through the better and worse with me and I love him for his faithfulness.

He is a man who makes all my dreams come true! Especially when it comes to the family. He loves his girls and sons and is a great example to them in how to live out a life of faith! As a grandfather his greatest desire is to leave a legacy of faith for the grandchildren to look to and model.
So I pray that God gives him a very special day that is relaxing and refreshing as we celebrate his life! I love you sweetie! Happy Birthday!

Too Big for Your Britches!

2010-08-23T09:09:00.000-04:00

I use to hear that phrase alot as a child growing up. Usually because I had done something that was beyond my capabilities and ended up getting hurt. Growing up with older siblings, there is a seven year gap between my brothers and myself, I always wanted to be doing what they were doing. I wanted to be accepted by them and accompany them in what they were doing. Therefore, to "prove" I could be like them, I often was in trouble.

My brother Dan and Sister Donna. Dan's twin David not pictured so just put a

mental image of Dan on the right b/c they're identical.

The challenges that I faced most of the time were because I had gotten ahead of myself without taking the time to prepare for what I was trying to do. Thus, "You were too big for your britches" was said more than once by my Momma.

Do we still today as adults act "too big for our britches?" I find that I still need guidance and preparation before attempting something for God's kingdom. Often we can run ahead of God and begin to do things out of our limited knowledge, experience and selfish desire which leads us to trouble. I could even think that I've gotten the right skill or training only to find that I needed some counsel before attempting what is before me.

The bible is consistent in teaching that we need to be reliant upon God, His Word, & His Spirit to live life. It also teaches that the counsel of other believers is welcome as we walk this journey of faith. So my prayer today is that I don't fall into acting "too big for my britches" but remember to exercise patience, humility and a listening ear so I can be most effective and then teach others as well.

Fun Dinner

2010-08-20T08:55:00.003-04:00

My daughter Jen made this for dinner one night that I was with them and I enjoyed it so much that I wanted to share with you. It is a great new take on pizza that is fun to make and fun to eat.
An easy Friday dinner!

Pizza Bubble Ring

Pepperoni is the surprise inside each piece of this pull-apart
snack ring.
Prep Time: 20 Min
Total Time: 1 Hr 5 Min
Makes: 20 servings
INGREDIENTS:
6 to 8 tablespoons LAND O LAKES® Butter, melted
1 teaspoon Italian seasoning
1/2 teaspoon garlic powder
2 cans (12 oz each) Pillsbury® Grands!® Jr. Golden
Layers® refrigerated flaky original biscuits
40 small slices pepperoni (about 3 oz)
8 oz mozzarella cheese, cut into 20 pieces
1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese
1 1/4 cups pizza sauce, heated

DIRECTIONS:
1. Heat oven to 350°F. Spray 12-cup fluted tube pan with CRISCO® Original No-Stick Cooking Spray. In small
bowl, mix melted butter, Italian seasoning and garlic powder.
2. Separate 1 can of dough into 10 biscuits; press or roll each into 3-inch round. Place 2 pepperoni slices in
center of each biscuit round. Top each with piece of mozzarella cheese. Bring dough up around filling; press
edge to seal and shape each into ball. Roll in butter mixture; place 10 balls in pan.
3. Sprinkle dough balls with Parmesan cheese. Repeat with remaining can of biscuits, placing balls over balls
in pan. Pour remaining butter mixture over top.
4. Bake 33 to 38 minutes or until deep golden brown. Cool 5 minutes. Gently loosen bread from sides of pan.
Place large heatproof plate upside down over pan; turn plate and pan over. Remove pan. Serve warm with
warm pizza sauce for dipping.
High Altitude (3500-6500 ft) Bake 35 to 40 minutes.
NUTRITION INFORMATION:
1 Serving: Calories 220 (Calories from Fat 120); Total Fat 13g (Saturated Fat 6g); Cholesterol 20mg; Sodium 670mg;
Total Carbohydrate 18g (Dietary Fiber 0g, Sugars 5g); Protein 7g Percent Daily Value*: Vitamin A 6%; Vitamin C 2%;
Calcium 10%; Iron 6% Exchanges: 1 Starch; 1/2 Medium-Fat Meat; 2 Fat Carbohydrate Choices: 1
*Percent Daily Values are based on a 2,000 calorie diet.
2009 © and ®/™ of General Mills
Bake-Off is a registered trademark of General Mills ©2009
®Land O’ Lakes is a registered trademark of Land O’ Lakes, Inc.
®Crisco is a trademark of The J.M. Smucker Company
http://www.pillsbury.com/Recipes/PrintRecipe.aspx?rid=14499

Freedom

2010-07-04T08:00:00.000-04:00

I have always been patriotic. My father never served in the military but he instilled in me a love for our country and appreciation for all those who pay to make it free. It was no wonder that I married a man who probably is more patriotic than my dad was!
I am thankful today that God allowed me to be born in a country that has established rights for it's citizens. One that has a military to protect those rights not only for me but cares enough to invest in others around the world. I appreciate those who serve and pray that today, they will feel a sense of pride in their service. I also pray that this country will never stop saying,

GOD BLESS AMERICA!!

Church Planting

2010-07-01T10:36:00.002-04:00

This has been a crazy summer! I think we are officially only a week or so into it but so far, exciting, daring, frustrating, disheartening, and even uplifting. Let me fill you in on what has been going on.
Barry is serving as the church multiplying team leader for the state of PA/SJ convention. This means that basically what was the old Director of Missions job for the convention has a new name and he accepted the position last Sept. We felt all last summer that God was moving us to a new place and service in ministry but didn't see that one coming! We also didn't see the cancer diagnosis that I would receive only 7 days after he was voted in. So the physical move was placed on hold and treatment began. Praise God for his healing power and for the church that supports, encourages and prays!
Treatment being finished, we began praying about the physical move that God wanted us to make. Barry wanted to be a practioner and not just a teacher/leader of those who were church planting. It wasn't long before God answered those prayers and showed us a place and people to love. Therefore, we are making the move to Iron City Church in Pittsburgh, PA.
Now, moving to plant and lead a church is never without adversity. We have seen the enemy show up and try and frustrate, discourage and get us at odds with each other. How I wish to say that when we step out in faith to follow God's leading that there is a holy bubble around us that keeps us protected from all of the firey darts but that is not so. What we have is a working journey of Faith that is being strengthened and enhanced to produce more love for God in our hearts.
We had a slit tire on the rv that we were pulling to live in, a tractor trailer blow a tire on the turnpike in front of us causing a swerve and thankfully nothing in the left lane so we were able to avoid an accident, a relocation of set-up because of township rules, people who have a ton of questions and don't understand the nature of the "full time" position that is demanding of time, internet that doesn't work, computer glitches, phone glitches and bad attitudes! (mostly mine) In it all, I am assured that God is wanting to show His glory and is able. His promises have touched my heart time and again and He has shown me that with Him, all things are possible!
I'm not tired of living in close quarters with my hubby, I'm appreciative of people who are long distance that I can call and talk about something other than the present moment and for the way I can cling to the past faithfulness of my Lord.
Stay tuned!!

Unexpected

2010-06-09T21:26:00.005-04:00

Have you ever had something happen to you that was unexpected? Life can bring unexpected moments. Let's face it ladies, no matter how much we plan, prepare and try to control the environment we call our lives, things will sneak in and show us how out of control we really are. I recently saw someone post the statement, "when life hands you lemons, throw them back and demand chocolate!"
Memorial day weekend, our family gathers and the men go to the Coca-cola 600 (a nascar race in Charlotte,NC) The girls take the kids and usually find something local to enjoy for the day. This year though, my daughters came to me with "the unexpected". "Let's go to the beach!" they announced. "Cool, road trip!" We planned the beach trip, took a picnic dinner, stopped for lunch on the road and had a wonderful 5 1/2 hours playing in the surf, sand and sun. It was a wonderful day!

After our day, we climbed back into the van and headed home about 7 pm. We thought the kids would go to sleep quickly so we thought that as soon as we crossed the bridge to the mainland, we would find a fast food place and get a snack. Looking forward to some food and a quiet 3 hour ride home we began looking for the golden arches when my youngest daughter asked her sister what a noise was. I saw her put the window down and hang her head out verifying that the sound was coming from the right front tire. I think it's a flat, pull over! God allowed us to get across the bridge and pull into a wide margin, relatively safe area. Long story short, it wasn't a flat but was serious car trouble that we did not want to drive 3 hours on. AAA was called for a tow (which only took 3 hours) the highway patrol was called which sent an officer to turn on the lights and assist us since we had small children. He called us a taxi which took myself and the 4 grandkids to the airport 3 miles away to secure a rental. After arriving at the airport and talking with the daughters we decided for me to take the grandkids via airport shuttle to a hotel and wait to get the rental until the next day if needed after talking with our husbands. The tow driver was gracious to drive them to the hotel and leave the van in the parking lot for the husbands to deal with. The hotel put us all in one room which saved us so much and provided for our needs. The funny thing is, I commented that I wish we could get a hotel room when we were making our plans the day before and the girls said maybe next year!

We were rescued by the hubbies who fixed the van and while we waited, we went to an outlet shopping center and a fire museum that was a block away!

I was able to spend extra time with the daughters and grandkids, we were safe and had an adventure! I guess the weekend had some real unexpected moments! We made some memories that will always be there (thanks to my daughter Pam's pictures! ) and learned that in those unexpected moments always remember, God was not surprised and what may look like lemons, can actually become chocolate!

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28

Project 52: Date Nights

2010-05-11T11:58:00.003-04:00

My daughter shared this link with me and I thought that you ladies might love the concept of the Project 52. Simply Modern Mom has many ideas and creative innovations for busy ladies. The simple dates that she includes are great ways to spend quality time with your hubby. If you don't date him ladies, that leaves the door open for others to try! Make sure that you engage your relationship intentionally. Below is a list that she created to get you started.
A list of 16 creative at-home dates…. That’s enough to last 4 months

Discuss a book you both recently read. Create a cafe or coffee shop atmosphere at home.
Play the First Words game where you read a word card and the other person say the first thing that comes to mind. Here’s a free download of the First Words game.
Look through old photographs, wedding albums, other photo albums or scrapbooks.
Flip through both of your high school yearbooks.
Go through your digital music library to make a CD or playlist of each other’s favorite songs or songs that reminds you of each other.
Sketch out a blueprint of your dream house.
Borrow or purchase travel books and plan your dream vacation.
Write down and discuss each of your bucket lists.
Have a cookie or dessert baking contest. Each person try a different recipe and see which one you like best.
Browse through magazines and catalogs to a collage of clothing and fashion styles you would like to see the other person wear or try.
Watch family home videos.
Ice cream or soda or cheese tasting. Try flavors you have never tried before.
Set up a photo booth in your home, put the camera on timer and take pictures of the two of you.
Go through each room in the house and talk about what you would like to see done to the room.
Learn a new skill together – photography, painting, carpentry, massages.
Turn your story of how you met into a children’s book. Your kids will love reading it.

I love this list, everything on it is so original, simple and very do-able. Sixteen ways I would have never thought of to spend an evening at home…love it.

Pittsburgh Marathon

2010-05-04T13:37:00.003-04:00

On Sunday, Barry and I had the opportunity to cheer on my niece and nephew as they ran in the Pittsburgh Marathon. We had prayed with them the night before the event and asked God to hold back the rain. He did keep it from thunderstorming until around 4pm that day, long after the race had finished. The rain that fell the news reported probably helped to keep the runners cooler than if it had been sunny.

We arrived at the 17 mile marker where we told them that we would be waiting and began to search the crowd of runners waiting to see them. A cheer team from a local school was nearby to give encouragement to all of the runners. There were about 16,000 that ran that day I think. As they cheered and others along the street shouted encouragement I became very excited about being there and watching all of their training and hard work pay off. We were prepared to wait it out not knowing when they would arrive or if we might have already missed them. God is so good though because it wasn't but maybe 8-10 minutes and we saw them approaching the corner. I starting clapping and cheering and my niece came over to give me a big hug. It was one of my cherished memories! They ran past and I looked at Barry who was cheering as well and said, "We forgot to get a picture!" Come on, he said and we hit the road in our car to try and catch up with them.

WE DID!

At the 21 mile marker. We parked the car, walked to the corner and asked what mile marker we were at. Then about 2 minutes later, I spotted them and Barry snapped this shot. They literally ran 4 miles faster than we were able to drive it almost! City life! Getting around with a bunch a people running in the roads is not easy. I cannot express how proud of them I am for all of their dedication, hard work and perserverance. They finished the race and were able to contribute about $2,000. to the American Cancer Society. A gold medal couple indeed!

Tunnels

2010-04-16T11:36:00.005-04:00

My husband and I were traveling west to Pittsburgh and we came upon the Allegheny tunnel. It was a very foggy day and as we entered the tunnel the fog seemed to follow us inside. About a quarter of the way the fog dissipated and the tunnel began to drop big drops of water onto the car. “Wow, it seems that the tunnel is leaking.” A few more splattered upon our windshield and then stopped about the time we were exiting. “Do you think that is something to be concerned about? You know, the tunnel leaking?” I asked my husband. “Only if you’re in one under water.” he replied.
Later I realized how God was using that tunnel to teach me something so I thought I would share it with you. First, as I go through a “tunnel experience” in life, you know those hard times that seem unending and I am engaged in feelings that seem overwhelming, dark and oppressing, I must remember what tunnels are for. Tunnels are created to expedite your travel. It is much easier and quicker to go through a tunnel than around or over a mountain. Since I am on a journey with my Lord and Savior, then I can trust that he will see me through and share my experience as we go. I must believe that this tunnel is for my good.
Second, I have to get the fact that I’m not traveling underwater, but through a mountain. A drop of water in the middle of a tunnel doesn’t mean that the whole thing is going to come crashing down on me. I cannot let something without significance change my focus and start thinking about what ifs. I must keep focused on the journey and therefore, keep moving!
Third, I also noticed that there were precautions as I entered the tunnel. Turn on your headlights was one, which in life says to me that I must remain illuminated with the love of Christ and His Word! Tunnels can get dark! It is so much easier and quicker to move when you can see ahead of you. You don’t have to see the end of your journey but light can keep the mind from wandering and the soul from becoming discouraged. I need to stay in the word and keep my mind upon the truth of Christ's love.
And finally, remove your sunglasses. What is there that might keep me from having a clear vision? Am I having nagging doubts aboaut God’s activity; is there a perspective that is coming from tradition or heritage that isn’t true? What false belief is hindering my vision of truth? I need to be sure that my vision is clear and unhindered.
So if I look at the tunnel as a blessing of God, keep my focus and not let insignificant obstacles hinder my thinking, keep moving forward in my relationship with God and keep a clear vision of what He wants to do in the midst of the journey, then a tunnel can be a good thing!

Girls Gone Wise

2010-04-07T10:48:00.000-04:00

Hey ladies,
I've added a new site to the resources at the top of the page. The "Girls Gone Wise" site is developed from a new release of Mary Kassian, award winning author, internationally renowned speaker, and a distinguished professor at Southern Baptist Seminary. There is a video study of her new book "Girls Gone Wise" that will be occuring on May 18,2010.
I will pay for the books for the first 5 ladies who e-mail me wanting to participate in this study! Please let me know by April 17th so I can order them in time for the study. Check out the website at http://www.girlsgonewise.com/ggw
You can take the quiz to see if you are a Girl Gone Wise!http://www.girlsgonewise.com/handouts/GGW20ChapterQuestions.pdf

Just What I Need

2010-03-30T09:00:00.001-04:00

Have you ever worked hard at something only for it to fall apart? I have a schefflera that I received after my grandfather died many years ago. It is a common house plant and has moved with us from MD. to NY and now is here in PA. It is very special to me since it was given in my Gee-Gee's memory and so I have nurtured this poor plant as best I could. I am not an indoor gardner. I love plants and gardening but prefer to let God do most of the work with His perfect sunlight and moisture that comes from outside. When I bring a plant indoors it tends to die. All of these years, I have put "Gee-Gee" outside in the summer months and brough it back inside for the harsh winters. The plant would do well until I brought it inside. After our move to PA, I thought it was a gonner. I was accustomed to the leaves dropping off and it looking like it was about to go when spring would come before I set it outside but year before last, all of it's leaves were gone but a few stragglers. I set it outside and cut everything off except a few twigs and left it up to God. At the end of the summer it had rebounded and looked beautiful. Then it was time to bring it back inside. Once again, the leaves started dropping and I thought I would look at what the problem could be on the internet. I had looked before at all of the problems and what might be causing it but the potential threats were not present so I was frustrated. Then something hit me about looking at how to basically care for the plant. What I found out was that it needed to be watered from the top down. It absorbed moisture through the leaves as well as the soil and needed to be watered both ways. Not keeping it wet, but giving it a healthy envioronment to gain the nutrients it needed to stay alive and thrive. This year, even with being in and out for treatment, we have given the plant the right watering and not one leaf has dropped!

So the lesson that my schefflera taught me is that I can pour myself into something but still be getting a bad result because I may not be meeting the true need. Often in ministry I have given 110% to something only to feel like it has made no difference. Now I'm more prone to look at a situation and ask, what does this need in order to grow? Can I meet that need? I look at examples around me where the growth is occuring and find out how and why.

When I try to just fix a problem instead of looking at the true need, then I expel energy and don't see results that help. Sometimes, I have to say that I am unable to meet that need and try to help find someone who can and let it go.

"Gee-Gee" my plant is doing well and I enjoy giving it just what it needs in the right way that it needs to recieve it so that it can grow. Now I work harder at using this principle in ministry as well as life.

Retreat!

2010-03-26T09:00:00.000-04:00

We had the best time last weekend at the Minister Wives retreat in MD/DE. We went to Annapolis Md to the Doubletree Hotel. We were met with a warm reception (including warm chocolate chip cookies) and a nice bag to keep all of our stuff in. After checking in, as a network from PA, we went to drive through Annapolis and stopped at the ice cream parlor in town.
We only had a single scoop since we were due to go to dinner in 15 minutes! We sat in the ice cream parlour and shared laughs and fun from the trip down.

After our adventure about town, we arrived at dinner with over a hundred minister/church planter wives. The program speaker was Susie Hawkins who shared wisdom from her new book, "from one Ministry Wife to another" "honest conversations about ministry connections".

After dinner we enjoyed a time of relaxation, games, crafts and home buisness expo shopping. (So any of you girls have any cucumber pictures?) Saturday was a day to attend network meetings, small group break-out sessions and then finish with lunch and Susie sharing about ministry disconnections. On the way home, the ladies stopped for a little shopping, Chick-fil-A and then more driving together and sharing life.

We hope to have small retreats in the East and West sides of PA this summer and fall. Next year, 2011 be on the lookout for a Church Planting Wives/Ministry Wives retreat in our convention!

Please be in prayer for a great worship leader for this event! We all need to be refreshed and renewed and we're thankful for our great partnership with the BCMD convention and Mrs. Sherri Lee.

Three in One

2010-03-24T09:37:00.000-04:00

We talk about God being a triune God. Three in one. But how about His creation, You? In my verse I discoved to day, 1 Thess. 1:23 it says "May God himself, the God of peace, santify you through and through. May your whole spirit, soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. "

Look at the words, May your whole... When is the last time you have felt whole. Complete? Could it be because we are only taking care of one part of ourselves? Maybe we haven't taken the time to realize that we are more than just the body that wakes up each day and hits the floor running. Maybe we are so into the word that we aren't living it out. Maybe we are feeding our intellect with the wrong things or too much of a good thing. Are we balanced? Imbalance can lead us to become much like a statue. Pretty, thought provoking or even purposeful but incomplete and only one dimensional. Without a intentionality about how we live, we too can endure life without really living it. To be kept blameless, we should look at the whole person that Christ died for. The one he delights in and sees as spirit, soul and body! He is interested in all of you and wants you to be interested in your complete being as well.

Take inventory and see what area of you are you neglecting to invest in. What place are you imbalanced and need to spend some more time focusing on? We don't want to become in ministry like a statue, pretty to look at but not complete.

JUST A MENTION

2010-03-16T08:37:00.004-04:00

Reading 1 Thessalonians today I thought of the CP wives and other faithful women of God that I know. In the first chapter verse 3 it says "We continually remember before our God and Father your work produced by faith, your labor prompted by love and your endurance inspired by hope in our Lord Jesus Christ."
I sat and remembered the times that you sacrificed to be on the field that God had led you. I thought of the things that had to be relinquished in order to follow the call that was put upon your heart. The zeal of faith that you had when you arrived on the field. And now, so many have been here for some time and the first stages have given way to the labor you are experiencing. Just like becoming pregnant gives way to labor that delivers the child, so it goes in church planting. Those times that are not necessarily "fun" but are necessary. And not only necessary but usually painful, long and tiring. You exert so much energy and wonder if there will be an end and there will be a new birth. You know, when a person becomes clingy and wants all of your attention only to walk away and not follow the scripture you have shared with them, or sacrificing your time with your husband to mentor a man who's wife tells you that he is anything but getting the most from that time. After these times, you still believe that the love you share is the best way, and you continue to love the people for who they are and not what you want them to become. This is why you endure! You keep on doing what God has placed you there to do and you have the hope in our Lord Jesus Christ to give you the energy, fuel, strength, and joy to do so.
I do give thanks to God for you and mention you in my prayers! For I know, sisters loved by God, that he has chosen you!

2We always thank God for all of you, mentioning you in our prayers. 3We continually remember before our God and Father your work produced by faith, your labor prompted by love, and your endurance inspired by hope in our Lord Jesus Christ.
4For we know, brothers loved by God, that he has chosen you

Dawning

2010-02-25T09:46:00.004-05:00

I am not a morning person! My girlfriend is. She is always talking to me about the beauty of the sunrise. I try to emphasize that the sunset is equally as pretty. But recently, I had to agree with her about the dawn.

Dawn is the only time that you can see the mixing of hues and colors as the light of day envelopes the darkness of night. As I was sharing with her about the stars in the darkness, we talked about how hope was expressed in the sunrise. How the dawn signaled newness and a fresh start. It is interesting how God does not overwhelm us with a bright, in your face, kind of light. (Like the light switch on the wall at 5 am!) No, he gives us time to savor and enjoy the opportunity of a new day.
Rarely has God asked something of me that he hasn't prepared the way in advance. I have the chance then to enjoy the newness that he has before me or I can pull the covers over my eyes and refuse to embrace the new day. Newness means change, just like you can't expect a new day to hold everything that yesterday had for you. So what is dawning in your life? Are you ready to embrace the new God has for you?
See, I am doing a new thing!
Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?
Isaiah 43:19

Darkness

2010-02-25T08:48:00.009-05:00

Were you afraid of the dark as a child? Maybe the darkness still bothers you. I know for me, I enjoyed the dark of night. Growing up, it was the time that my father and I had to talk and share with each other. He loved walking out and looking at the stars. We would take long drives up the mountains of Asheville, NC when we visited family on vacation and look the nighttime sky as well as the small lights in the valley. One time, I remember being at a camp with inner city children and my dad was leading the session around a campfire. He had all of the kids back away from the fire, lay on their backs and close their eyes. After a brief pause he told them to open their eyes and look up. From the oohs and aahs you would have thought they were looking at fireworks that lit up the sky but instead they were looking at the stars of heaven. Some asked "what's that?" as they had never seen the stars because of the glare of city lights at night. I can still remember their reactions because for me, it was normal to see the light of the stars in the darkness.
Just last week I read a quote in a small local paper that said, "It is only when you walk in darkness, can you truly see the stars." That statement had whole new meaning for me after this battle with cancer. There have been days when darkness wanted to engulf me. The negativity, the what ifs, the why God? and all of the other ways that we can get focused on the darkness. The stars at first glance seem small and insignificant. But focus on those stars and the true size and magnitude of their creation and the darkness doesn't seem so overwhelming. I was able to praise God in the darkness. To see the beauty of the stars. I was able to proclaim, How great is our God! Why, because God had prepared my heart to do so. He had shown His faithfulness in the past. He gave me the encouragement before I needed it so that I could lean upon the knowledge and truth of His love and power. His glory lit up the darkness and gave me strength.
Some dear friends shared a video by Louie Giglio called "How Great is Our God" a year prior to the time that I was "walking in the darkness". Great encouragement. When I read the quote above, I recalled the lesson and was given goose bumps to think how the God of the universe that made the stars, walked each step of the way with me. The power of the Holy Spirit, the prayers of the church, and the truth of God's word all very personal, made God's hand in mine real. I recalled the times that my earthly father would walk with me through the darkness to point out the stars.
I pray for you as you walk in the journey of faith today. May God give you a greater understanding of His personal presence in the circumstance that surrounds you. May you know that you do not walk alone. May you not try to run away from the darkness, but hold on tight to the Father in trust, allowing Him to show you His marvelous light of Glory!
And when the dawn comes ...

If you would like to see the "How Great is Our God" you can check it out on youtube.
Part one of five is below.

The blankie

2010-02-17T11:44:00.003-05:00

Today I feel a little like my granddaughter's blanket. She was given this blanket by her great-grandmother when she was born. It has been with her for 7 almost 8 years now and this past December I 'crochetted' it back together as it had fallen into two pieces during the wash cycle. Just recently she saw me for my birthday and held up her blanket with a "Gramby?" showing me another string that was unraveling. Carefully I put it back together and tried to secure the loose ends so that it would stop the slow deterioration. She loves her blankie even though it has loose ends, been pieced together and is no longer that soft beautiful pink that it was when new. Yep, that's alot like I feel like now. I'm definitely not "new" anymore,I have been torn apart and put back together with a scar to show for it and I don't have the energy or stamina I once had. There are even times with the chemo haze that I feel as if I unravel a little bit from time to time. But even though I feel like that, I am loved! Just like the love that she has for what others would look at and find distasteful, God loves me. He sees a value that others can't see and cherishes me no matter what!
Do you feel tattered and unraveling today? Maybe this has been a hard month that has left some scars. Remember you are loved! God cherishes you. He isn't going to give up on you. Lovingly He will replace the freyed ends and loose strings and give you His Spirit to secure and comfort. Hang on to Him and feel His comfort!

The race

2010-01-26T21:01:00.004-05:00

Today I was wondering why it seems that at the end of a race it is more difficult to keep running? You would think that since the end is near, you would get a bolster of adrenalin that would perpetuate you beyond the finish line. Instead, I found myself really wanting to just sit down and stop. I only have one more treatment of chemo left and thoughts of not following through with it were seriously crossing my mind. I guess when it all started it seemed more necessary that I finish strong. Then I just wanted to finish and today I wanted it to be over. I no longer cared if I finished. As I thought about not finishing the race, God put upon my heart 2 Timothy 4:7 "I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith." and then He gave me a wonderful verse through my niece,(again, perfect timing) Hebrews 12:1 "Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us."
I found encouragement in those verses. They brought me strength and hope. My purpose of glorifying God through this horrible disease once again was brought to the front and my determination was bolstered.
I have felt these same things when I wasn't fighting cancer though. I have been tempted often to give up and just sit down when it comes to serving God. Over the years in ministry, there have been times that I could not see the benifit of what I was doing. The pain of putting yourself out there and touching people's lives with the gospel is hard and makes you vulnerable. There are days that you feel as if you can't continue or give one more ounce of yourself. You need support and strength! I pray that as I do, you find strength in God's word to you. Listen for His touch of love that only He can pour out. And also know that you have support. Your husband wants you to succeed in running the race! He wants to support you, just ask him for help. It is hard to do, I have had to learn in the most dire of circumstances, don't follow my example on that one! And know that we do have a great cloud of witnesses! Many have been where you are and can help you with prayer, wisdom and a listening ear! Keep running the race, there is a crown that we all can obtain!

God's Perfect Timing

2010-01-19T09:43:00.003-05:00

Yesterday I was called by my oncologist nurse and told that my blood counts were low and that she wanted to give me some do's and don'ts. She even suggested that I may not be able to get my chemo this week. Since it was a holiday, she was just in the office for a short time and that I should call her back the next day. Pretty much what I heard her say was that there was a pothole in the road and I might be headed straight for it. I was bummed after I got off the phone thinking that the probability of me getting sick was high, that I was going to have to wait another week before getting treatment, and that I would have to try and change air flights, my return home etc. I thought that this treatment would be "easy" since I knew the routine and there wouldn't be any unexpected problems. I was experiencing doubt, anger and some plain ole' discouragement.

I sat on the couch at my daughter's and was looking out the window when I saw a flower delivery man heading for the door. He had a beautiful pink bouquet with some of my favorite flowers in it.
I was thinking that my hubby sent them since he was still in PA and hated the fact that we had to be apart for this treatment. When I opened the card, the flowers were not from my hubby. They were from a church planting couple in PA. Totally unexpected and very special! They took on a whole new meaning and it was as if through their love, God was once again saying, "I've Got THIS!!!" The timing of the flowers being delivered, the outreach of sweet prayer warriors and God's Spirit brought me such encouragement. I knew at that moment that I was covered by prayer, and it was all in His hands. My worried flesh gave way to God's Spirit and I was able to once again feel that peace and comfort that everything is in God's control and will be according to His plan. I'm thankful for God's perfect timing. I'm thankful that I am learning submission to Christ and I'm thankful for the people who bring us closer to God.

People like you!

Weariness

2010-01-13T13:26:00.008-05:00

I am a person who loves the first snow fall. It covers things with a fresh new look and makes the world sparkle where once it was dull and lifeless.

As much as I love the first snowfall, I also get weary with it when it begins to melt and look ugly piled up in parking lots and covered with road dirt. During this time, I feel weary with it hanging around. The freshness wears off and it no longer seems as exciting as when it first fell. The look of melting "leftover" snow isn't pretty. After it has been around a long time, it is boring and dull.

Have you ever felt that way about church planting? For those of you who are into your church plant over a year, you may be feeling a little weary. The newness has worn off, the work isn't showing a lot of results and the winter months with the cold and short daytime light can be overwhelming.

What can you do about being weary? First be encouraged that you are not alone! Becoming weary is not unspiritual. It is a real emotion. When you pour yourself out continually to any one thing there is a danger of not replenshing and becoming weary.

Second, recognize your weariness. It can expresses itself in anger, frustration and discouragement. Being short tempered with your spouse, children or others can be a sign of weariness. Physical fatique can be a manifestation of spiritual or emotional weariness. Look at your life and recognize if you are weary.

Third, take a time out. You know you need it. I texted the word "resting" recently and the word first came up "serving" Funny how those are in the same sequence. They do go hand in hand. God wants us to serve but He also commanded us to rest. Jesus also gave the invitation for us to rest in Him. Find that place or activity that can rest and replenish. Go to the scriptures you know to help you gain encouragement. Allow inactivity to be a common thing for you. Make taking a time out a part of your routine.

Share some of your ideas how you have taken a time out. Or maybe you need one, share that too!

Our Network

2009-12-31T23:22:00.001-05:00

** Coming Soon **

A list of Church Planting Wives across the PA/SJ Convention

Our Love

2009-12-31T22:15:00.005-05:00

** Coming soon **

Posts about loving family, spousal relationships, & friendships

Our Life

2009-12-31T22:14:00.005-05:00

** Coming Soon **

Posts about loving your church, community, and your cooperation in church planting

Our Lord

2009-12-31T22:12:00.004-05:00

** Coming Soon **

Posts to help you grow in your relationship with our Lord

Patience

2009-07-14T09:32:00.011-04:00

It started when my husband yelled at a robin sitting on my lawn chair so it wouldn't mess on it. I was outside and walked toward the window thinking he was calling me. When I got close to the window, he told me that he was shooing the bird off of the chair. I looked down at the chair and low and behold there was a blue egg laying in the seat! You scared an egg out of her! I picked up the egg and it was still warm. I had noticed a nest that had been built in my clematis vine so I put the egg in the nest so my granddaughter, who was to arrive in a few days, would be able to see it. Little did I know that a bird (maybe the mother herself) would sit on the nest. I affectionately named her "Patience" because I thought she was sitting on an egg that might not be hers and I doubted that it would hatch since it was found on a lawn chair. She just sat, waiting without leaving for more than a few seconds it seemed, and doing what God had created her to do. No questions asked. You are one patient bird I thought after 3 weeks had gone by.

("Patience" sitting on the wagon. She wouldn't let me get a picture on her nest because she wanted to draw me away from the eggs. She wasn't happy with me and we did not develop a good bond. Her name was truly scriptural since "Patience" in the Galatians passage means: putting up with difficult people. I wasn't trying to be difficult!)

I would talk to her and frustrate her everytime I went out to the backyard. She thought I was going to hurt her or attack the nest. I tried a few times to get a picture of her on the nest but she would fly away and squak everytime I tried. My curiosity got the best of me after 3 weeks and I wanted to know if she was crazy just sitting on an adopted egg so, when she left the nest, I stuck the camera in and got this picture

Sorry it's blurry, but I was in fear of my head being pecked by mom and dad! Two babies had hatched and there were another two eggs in the nest!

Mom and Dad came to their rescue! They were adamant that there would be no paparazzi!

I gave up on trying to take pictures until I was mowing one day and just as I started the mower under the nest area, a baby bird jumped from the nest onto the carport. I was dismayed that the young one was not going to make it and tried to get it to place it back into the nest. It hopped out into the yard and when I went to pick it up, mom and dad were there to ATTACK! I had never felt like I was in danger from a robin until that moment. I left the baby alone and RAN. When Barry arrived home later that evening, he braved the bird's being close by and took this picture.

As you can see, all of the eggs had hatched and the babies had left to make their way into the world. I never thought that the egg that I had touched would have been adopted by "Patience". She and Dad also left the day the last bird hopped out of the nest and I haven't seen her at the nest again. What I thought was going to be a cute lesson for my granddaughter ended up being a God lesson for me watching "Patience" for a month.

1st I learned to accept what God gives you and patiently do what he calls you to do, no questions asked.
2nd I learned that I must be persistent and not allow outside interest to get involved or attack what God is doing in my life.
3rd I learned that when the work is done, it is time to move on and not be focused on what happens in the past but look for future opportunities.

Next, onto God lessons from NYC!

Change

2009-07-02T23:25:00.002-04:00

Just as a butterfly goes through a transformation, sometimes life can do the same. It seems that I am constantly in the change mode. If it isn't my furniture being rearranged, or my preference in types of drinks (I am almost soft drink free, and prefer water or coffee) or my attitude, there seems to always be change going on in my life. Unfortunately, the thing that wasn't changing that often was this blog so, I have decided to keep encouraging the cp wives through personal e-mail (so if you are a cp wife, please e-mail me and I will put you on my contact list) and use this blog to do what I've been doing for years and that is sharing "God Lessons". Somehow, God will use everyday things to share something about him and his character or something about my character that needs to be conformed to his. It's hard to explain so tomorrow, I'll share a "God Lesson" about the robin nesting in my carport whom I have named Patience.
Good night for now,
Beth

The Storm of Doubt

2009-05-08T06:54:00.000-04:00

What did Corinth hold in store for her and Aquila? Now that they had become followers of the Way, how were they going to share with others? She and Aquila had been seeking and learning of Messiah for a while now. It seemed like there was so much to learn but the testimony they had burned within them to be shared. She wasn’t quite sure though how receptive the Corinthians might be. Aquila had found that there was a temple there and many Jews but there were also many Gentiles. Since it was a port town she wasn’t sure what customs or practices the people would hold. Would she be able to fit in and be accepted? What type of home would she be able to make for Aquila? Most of her things had been sacrificed for the journey. She supposed they would have a modest tent to live in as soon as Aquila could find a place to pitch one. Her thoughts began to wander back to her old life enticing her to reflect upon all she had given up to follow after so much unknown. Before she could bathe herself in self pity, another lightning strike and peel of thunder shook the inside of the hull. “Let go of my boy! Are you trying to steal him?” A large woman stood over her with her hands on her hips and from what Prisca could make out in the dim light, a scowl on her face. Prisca was so caught up in her thoughts that she didn’t see the woman approaching her and was startled by the accusation. At the sound of her voice, the young lad in her lap began to shake and tremble as he clung to her for dear life. Something in her cried out that this was not the boy’s mother and bravery unbeknownst to Prisca caused her to stand and put the child behind her. “I don’t believe this is your child.” Prisca stated boldly. “I paid for that waif more than he was worth and I’ll not let you rob me of what is mine!” The woman began to lunge for Prisca’s throat and at the exact moment what sounded like a crescendo rumbled through the sky. The ship pitched right and the woman went flying backwards. Instead of landing upon the crowd huddled on that side of the ship it was as if they were parted and she landed on her backside hitting her head upon a large metal ring knocking her out. The waves and wind ceased at that moment but there was a commotion on deck and the cries of “man overboard” were heard below. The women grew deathly quiet knowing that it could be any one of their husbands and this journey would be ending with them as a widow. Prisca had tears well up in her eyes at the thought of it being Aquila. “Please Jehovah, not him, not him.” More sounds of “where’d he go?” and “I can’t see him” echoed among the women’s ears. They began to hold tightly to each other and stillness surrounded them. Prisca gathered the small boy in her arms once again and sat down in the quiet. An elderly woman checked on the woman who had fallen and announced that she had just been knocked out and would be coming to on her own soon enough. It seemed as if they waited forever as they listened to the attempted rescue of the one who had fallen. In their wait, the storm subsided and the water grew calmer giving more hope that the one who was lost would be found. “There he is!” a shout rose up but quieted quickly making the women fear the worse. Suddenly a young man appeared below deck asking for Prisca. Her heart quickly rose to her throat as she stood awaiting what she thought would be the news that her beloved Aquila was gone. Slowly she stepped forward and as the man recognized her he said,

A CP Wife's Journey (cont.)

2009-04-24T08:51:00.001-04:00

Chapter 2

The waves grew stronger and began to smash against the sides of the ship. After making sure that Prisca was safe, Aquila went back to the deck to assist the crew with the sails. In the safety of the hull, the women and children sat in cramped quarters. As she looked around, Prisca did not see any familiar faces. She assured herself that may have been because of the darkness that now surrounded them hindered her vision. The storm was raging in full force now and the ship began to pitch. Mothers gasped audibly which caused some of the children to cry loudly. The lightning that flashed across the sky gave brief illumination inside the hull of the ship. During one of these moments she realized that at her feet was a small child clinging to her skirts. She bent down and embraced the child just as the ship pitched left causing a large barrel to come rolling past her where the young lad had been. The child that she had picked up clung to her and began to rock her back and forth seeking comfort and security. He didn’t cry or appear to be distressed but instead relaxed in her arms amid the noise and confusion of the storm. Prisca marveled at his calm and as they rocked together she began to wonder what her future would hold. So far, since she and Aquila had made the decision to follow Jehovah’s leading to Corinth she had faced more opposition and unexpected adversity than she had in all her life. Even now, she was seated in the hull of a ship sailing through treacherous waters with rocks all around them in the middle of the fiercest storm she had ever seen. Strangely enough, just as the child appeared to be secure in her arms, Prisca had the same feeling, a feeling of peace and security. A surety of knowing that she had been obedient and followed after the leading of Jehovah allowed her assurance. Seeing that the child had fallen asleep, Prisca leaned against the hull and began to contemplate her future.

All my Needs

2009-04-23T08:23:00.002-04:00

O.k., I'm going to keep you in suspense just a little longer. Later this evening we'll continue with the journey of Priscilla.
Today, I wanted to share some thoughts on Philippians 4:19. You know the verse I'm sure. "My God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus." What is amazing is that Paul is sharing this with the Philippians at the end of thanking them for their gifts to him while on the field. He commends them for sharing in the ministry that he is doing, he also tells them that he wants to credit their giving to "their account". He describes their gifts as a fragrant offering, an acceptable sacrifice, pleasing to God."(vs 18) SO, is the truth that my God will meet all my needs ... based upon the heart of giving that I have developed?
The CP family is a great example of this principle in scripture. When I look at the all of the church planters that we have had an honor to partner with, I see disciples that are giving abundantly balanced by God supplying need. I have seen sacrificial giving of lives, resources, time and love. I have seen God supply bill money, food provisions, medical needs met, strength & energy as well as inner joy, peace, excitement and expectancy to see God's kingdom come.
To all of the CP wives who have given, like Paul, I say thank you! May it be added to your account! To all those disciples who stop by, I also say thank you for your faithfulness in giving to God and to us through your prayers and support!
May the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ be with your spirit. (vs 23)

2009-04-19T21:51:00.002-04:00

If you occasionally stop by, you've noticed that I'm not great at posting. Sorry. If you are new, I'll just tell you, I'm not great at posting.

The previous posts are a fictitious story about the journey of the first recorded church planting wife, Priscilla. After reading them, some of the questions that come to mind are:

What opposition have you faced in your early journey of church planting?
Is it harder to deal with opposition from family, other believers or strangers?
What encouragement have you found from God when you have faced opposition?

Overcoming Opposition

2009-03-10T09:37:00.005-04:00

When Prisca heard Leah’s name, her heart began to beat hard and fast. “Yes, that’s her name, why?” “She’s alive! She’s asking for you and her son. Come!” Prisca immediately dropped the soiled diaper and began to run behind Rebekah. Noah bounced on Prisca’s hip and began to laugh. As they neared the collapsed house Prisca knew that it was only by the grace of Jehovah that Leah survived. Rebekah began to round the corner of the house when Prisca raced passed her as she saw Leah under an olive tree, shaded by the sun laying upon a mat. She was bruised and bloody from being pinned under one of the beams but as she looked up and saw Prisca holding her son, running towards her she cried with joy. “Praise be to Jehovah! Noah, Noah." Those who were attending her tried to quiet her but Leah kept crying Noah’s name. “Leah, oh my dear Leah!” Prisca bent down and placed Noah’s face near his mother’s lips. Leah kissed the boy on the forehead and began to laugh at his smile. “My God has heard my prayers and kept you and Noah safe.” Leah uttered through a raspy voice. “Shh, don’t talk now, we are all here and yes, God has delivered. We have overcome the opposition. Rest now my dear friend.” Prisca talked in a gentle voice reassuring Leah that she wouldn't leave. As she talked of their husbands coming back and the impending journey Leah was soothed with the hope of tomorrow and she closed her eyes to sleep. “That’s good Leah, get some rest now.” Many were gathered asking what they could do for the women and Prisca was so appreciative of the help that they were given but she longed to see her husband Aquila. She knew his strength and wisdom was needed. She prayed for his and Luke, Leah’s husband’s safe return. A thought that they may have been accosted on their travels home crossed her mind but she quickly dismissed it as fear and admonished herself for getting caught up in the schemes of the evil one. She reminded herself that they had overcome. That the journey was far from over and yes, there would be difficult times. She just didn't think that they would have come so soon. They hadn't even left Rome.
A spray of waves upon her face brought Prisca back to the new impending storm. As she stood on the deck of the ship, looking at the clouds and feeling the spray of waves upon her face, she determined in her heart that she would believe in the sun behind the clouds, not the storm that was on the horizon. Yes, it was true that she had endured a great deal of opposition as they left to follow the journey that was before them. She also knew that her Jehovah had kept her from harm, given her strength to endure the trials and even allowed her to find joy amidst the pain. Both her and Leah’s husbands had returned within that day. The nursemaid agreed to help feed Noah and nurture Leah back to health. She invited them to come and live in her house until they were strong enough to make this journey themselves. Yes, that meant that Aquila and Prisca were no longer traveling with their friends but they were together, husband and wife and were set out to go where God had shown them to go. “There may be more storms, like the one upon us now” thought Prisca, “but I choose to believe that the storms can’t quench the certainty of the sun. Just because I can’t always see it doesn’t mean it’s not there.” Prisca began to offer up a prayer to Jehovah for protection upon all that were on the vessel traveling with them to Corinth through the impending storm. She prayed for the captain even though he was gruff and heathen, to have good judgment and remain alert to the conditions around him. The sky had turned darker, the waves were growing more intense and orders were being given to the sailors to tie down any thing that might move. As she stood on the bow of the ship caught up in her thoughts and prayers, her husband’s hand gently placed upon her shoulder startled her. Her head snapped around to see who was touching her. “Aquila!" Aquila began to chuckle at her expression. "You startled me.” She exclaimed. “It’s alright dear, you just need to come below now.” Aquila placed his arm around her waist and began to lead her to the stairs that led below. “This is going to be a bad one. We need every abled bodied man up here!” They heard as they began to descend to the lower deck. Prisca began to descend to the hull of the ship. She marveled that she wasn’t scared but felt an incredible amount of peace. “Are you o.k.?” Aquila asked. “Yes, I’ve chosen to believe in the Sun.” she replied. Aquila didn't quite get the meaning of her words but turned to go help on deck leaving her with a gentle kiss upon her lips. Entering the cold, dark hull of the ship, Prisca quickly found the nearest seat unsure what this journey might bring.

“Oh, poor dear,

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she’s about to go mad” thought the nursemaid. On the ground, Prisca began to rock back and forth. Tears flowed freely leaving streaks down the dirt on her face. The unknown of her friend's welfare caused her to teter between praise and petition. “Oh, God please make Leah be alright. Noah needs his mommy. God, thank you for keeping us safe." Her words were muttered and the nursemaid thought that she was actually making growling sounds. The nursemaid wanted to console Prisca, to somehow help her get a grip, but she needed to finish feeding Noah. She began making shushing sounds and started rocking in rhythm with Prisca hoping that the girl would calm down and the stress of what she had been through would not take her over the edge. Desperate to keep Prisca from loosing all sense of reality, the nursemaid finally made eye contact with one of the other ladies who had come with her and nodded her head in Prisca’s direction. A young girl about Prisca’s age came over and sat on the dirt with her. “Are you alright?” she shyly asked. Prisca looked up into her eyes and began to laugh. Yes indeed thought the nurse maid, it’s too late she’s gone mad from the anxiety she has suffered. She shrugged her shoulders at the young girl. Prisca couldn’t explain her joy of God’s revelation that had come over her but as she looked into the young girl’s eyes and her laughter grew freer, the young girl seemed to understand and soon began to laugh with Prisca. After a few minutes, the nursemaid who had become impatient with the “help” that the young girl was giving thought she better take matters into her own hands. “Rebekah!” at the sound of her name, the young girl stopped laughing abruptly which made Prisca stop as well. Noah jumped suddenly but immediately went back to nursing. Rebekah looked sheepishly at the nursemaid and then at Prisca. “Are you alright? Rebekah asked. “Oh yes, thank you so much. I was thinking over how Jehovah had so abundantly supplied and was with me through all of this and His joy surely would not stay within my soul.” Prisca shared all she had been through in the last 24 hours with Rebekah. “How can you be so joyful after everything you've been through? Didn’t you say your house was destroyed and your best friend had been injured, possibly killed and your husband wasn’t here?” asked Rebekah. “The joy of the Lord is my strength” said Prisca. "I cannot help but think of God's wonderful protection of me and Noah" I'm also thankful that my husband wasn't here." "I know that he could have possibly been hurt or killed." Prisca smiled again as she felt God's peace come over her. “Rebekah, do you think you could do me a favor?” “Would you go over to that house and see if you could find out what is happening? I need to stay near Noah but I need to know.” “Sure, I’ll go for you.” Noah began to coo and Prisca realized that the nursemaid had finished feeding him. “I believe this little one needs a clean bottom” said the nursemaid handing Noah back to Prisca. "I don't know how to thank you." Prisca said. "No need to do that, I'm just glad that you're doing better. I'll stay close by, come get me when he needs to eat again." Prisca didn’t have anything to use for the child"s diaper so she reached down and ripped the bottom of her dress.” Finding a smooth rock, she placed Noah on it and began to change him.” He looked up into her eyes and began to laugh. “I guess you sense our Jehovah’s presence too. Now hold still little guy while I change you the best I can.” After changing him, Prisca looked for a place that she could wash the soiled diaper. Just as she was about to head towards the river, Rebekah came running up very excited and out of breath. “Prisca!, where are you going?” “Oh, Rebekah, what did you find out?” Rebekah began to excitedly share in a nonsensical way. Prisca shifted Noah to her hip and placed her hand on her shoulder. “Calm down, I can’t understand you Rebekah.” “Leah! The woman’s name is Leah. Isn’t that baby Noah’s mother’s name?”

Morning Light

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Prisca must have fallen asleep with the child because she was awakened by the crying of a hungry boy demanding his breakfast. Her mind was muddled coming out of the sleep and making sense of why she was holding a baby tucked inside a small crevice of a rock eluded her for a brief moment. Noah’s scream felt to her like a slap across her face and suddenly the full reality of her situation hit her. “O.K. Noah, calm down, we’ll get you something to eat.” Prisca bounced him trying to get the screaming child to quiet. She knew this young lad was not yet weaned so she must see if there was still a nursemaid left who could supply his nourishment. Tears welled up in her eyes once more when she thought of her dear friend Leah. The baby’s mother was her closest friend. She and her husband were to travel with them to the new land that God had shown as their destination of His choosing. Even though the journey was filled with so many questions and unknowns, she was excited that at least she would have one friend along to help her make it through the hard adjustments of moving. And now, here she stood holding Leah’s small son in her arms praying for a miracle. Thankfully his father had gone with her husband, Aquila to the coast to secure passage for the two families’ journey and had escaped the events of the prior evening. There was no time to grieve at the moment for again, Noah had made his hunger known with his wails. Stepping out of her hiding place and into the sunlight her eyes beheld the devastation of the town. The odorous smoke of smoldering embers hung low in the morning dew. What hadn’t been torched was broken and damaged beyond use. Prisca slowly made her way back into the mayhem looking for anyone that might be able to help her with the boy. Animals that hadn’t been maimed or killed, were roaming the streets looking for water to quench their thirst from the heat of the previous night’s fires. A few survivors were wandering the streets looking for signs of life from people who might have survived the brutal attack. Others were looting for salvageable items to sell or trade as they traveled. “Over here!” a man shouted. I think she’s alive! Prisca’s head turned towards the man’s voice to see the crowd rushing towards Leah’s house. Hope started to well up within, making her heart beat as if it were coming out of her chest. She clung to Noah who had quieted for the moment. Quickly she picked up her pace and gathered beside some of the other women who had come from another village not far from theirs to help. As they watched the men lift beams away from the fallen house, Noah once again began to cry. “Oh, Noah, please hang on. I promise you we’ll find someone to feed you soon.” An older woman looked at her desperation as she once again tried to quite the boy. “Do you need a nurse maid?” she asked. “I’m afraid I do. Do you know one?” "I can help you", said the woman. “I’m afraid that I can’t pay you, my husband hasn’t returned from the coast and …” Seeing the desperation on Prisca’s face and the tears beginning to form, the woman gently took Noah and began to nurse him. “It’s no problem, times like these we need to share and help each other.” The tears that were beginning to form in Prisca’s eyes began to gently caress her cheeks as the gratitude in her heart went towards this one so willing to help. At that moment, a woman’s scream jerked her attention back to the house that held her dear friend, Leah. One man’s voice arose above the rest instructing the group which beam to lift. “Careful now, don’t drop it back down on her. I think I can reach her.” Prisca wanted to run to the trapped woman to see if Leah had possibly survived. She was torn with leaving Noah with a stranger and running to find if his mother was under the fallen structure. Opting to stay close to Noah felt like the right thing to do since it was Leah’s last words that she heard in her head. “Prisca, I can’t get out! My ankle feels broken and I can’t bear the pain to climb through the window. Here, save my boy, keep him close until his father returns. Run Prisca, hurry, keep safe and God be with you.” Surely God had been with her. He helped her find the hiding place that kept her and Noah safe until the men had left. Even now, finding a woman to nurse him, no really she hadn’t done any looking, God had sent the woman to her and now the thought that Leah may have survived spoke to His nearness and provision. As she contemplated all that the last 24 hours had brought about, Prisca couldn’t contain the overwhelming amazement of God’s protection, provision and presence. Somewhere from deep inside her Prisca let a cry escape from her lips that reverberated in praise to Jehovah Jirah. Fraught with emotion, she collapsed in the dirt beside the woman feeding Noah.

A Narrow Escape

2009-02-21T22:32:00.003-05:00

Not knowing which way to run, Prisca looked to the hills but quickly realized that they were much too far of a journey for her alone much less with a small child. There was a barn of a friend nearby but that seemed much too flammable since the nearby house was already in flames. Prisca could not imagine being trapped in a burning building surrounded by the thick smoke and hot flames licking her flesh. She knew that most of the neighbors had left earlier in the month and hoped that perhaps the home owners had as well. The infant in her arms began to whine which brought Prisca’s mind back to their safety. Just when she thought that she was going to be left out in the open as a target for the zealots, she spotted a large cavernous rock behind a small grove of trees. Quickly she ran to the opening and just as she squeezed into the crevice, the baby began to wail which brought a torrent of tears from Prisca as well. Why was this horror happening to their quiet Jewish community? It seemed bad enough that they were demanded to leave the home that they knew by order of the governor and while trying to comply with the direction they were given, now to have such opposition directly thrust upon them in the form of such, such, evil! Why, didn’t their God protect them? Why was such suffering allowed? Prisca’s rhythmic crying and the rocking motion that she had begun after sitting down in the cleft of the rock lulled the baby to sleep. Drained of emotion, Prisca stopped crying and listened. The screams were silent now and she believed that she heard the horses snorting and galloping hooves progressing to the next town. Fearful to come out of her hiding place too prematurely, Prisca leaned upon the rock letting out a big sigh sensing she was safe. Safe in the cleft of the rock, leaning upon the hard surface reminded her of the psalm of David that said, “For in the day of trouble he will keep me safe in his dwelling; he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle and set me high upon a rock. (Psalm 27:5) Yes, her God had kept her safe and has used her to protect this small child. However when she looked into his sleeping face, her thoughts went to her dear friend Leah. Why? Oh Why Jehovah? Prisca began to cry herself into exhaustion.

A CP Wife's Journey

2009-02-17T19:23:00.004-05:00

The sky was grey and ominous as the clouds seemed to build momentum in their size and capacity to hold moisture. In the distance there was one cloud that was very dark and weighty. It looked as if by the time it arrived it would no longer be able to withstand the pressure and would finally dispense the full amount of water directly upon them. Fortunately there were no lightning bolts to be seen across the horizon. Prisca had heard of the violent storms that could come upon a sailing vessel at any moment and how many had capsized under the pressure of the wind and the waves. The ship’s gentle rocking motion was beginning to pick up momentum. She knew that she would be safer in the hull of the ship but there was something that kept her eyes fixed upon the sky. In her mind she recalled the trials that had befallen them as they prepared to leave Rome. The clouds reminded her of the heaviness of Spirit that she was enduring. She knew the sun was still present behind those clouds, but at the present time the knowledge did nothing to make her feel less threatened and oppressed. Now the thought of a lightning bolt striking their ship and having the flames around her licking at their flesh brought horrid chills into her spine. The recollection of the homes that were lit on fire by the zealots before they had left Rome reappeared vividly to her.
Prisca was coming from the market in the next town. She had been shopping for their upcoming journey. Her purchases were strapped to a friend's donkey she had borrowed. The donkey had been slow coming back and Prisca had been very agitated with him. As she finally rounded the bend within viewing distance of her home, her eyes widened as they saw an impossible sight. Her house was engulfed in fire and spitting out sparks and smoke so thick that it rivaled the darkest cloud that was now on the horizon. At first, she could not comprehend what was happening. Their small village of homes had been attacked. . Many were on fire while others had been pillaged and ransacked. Some of the women had been dragged out into the street and beaten. Men had been killed. Prisca began to believe that the wind which was violently causing the sea to splash upon the deck, echoed the screams of the mothers in those homes crying for help to save their children. Forgetting the donkey and her provisions, Prisca immediately began to run to the village towards the screams. She wasn't sure where she would be able to help but amongst the screams one voice caught her attention. “Help! Help me! Noah!!” It was her best friend Leah. Prisca ran to Leah's house quickly and had to lean in at the window. The roof had partially collapsed and Leah was trapped under a large beam. Her infant son, Noah was crawling towards an unsteady wall unaware of the danger. "Leah, I'm here!"Prisca cried. She crawled over the windowsill and snatched Noah just as he was about to crawl onto a beam precariously holding the wall in place. "Leah, can you move?" "No, I'm trapped. You must get out of here! They will come after you." "Who?" "The Zealots, didn't you see them? You have to take Noah and hide!" "I can't leave you, Leah." "You must protect Noah and yourself. Run Prisca!" Torn between wanting to save her friend from the blow of the falling wall of her house and sensing that there was still such imminent danger, Prisca chose to run with the infant cuddled closely to her to escape. Luckily Noah didn't cry but began to giggle as Prisca broke into a full run after climbing out the window. It wasn’t until her legs became weary and she could no longer run did she stop and look back at the billowing blackness fingering into the sky. Her mind tried to make sense of what had just happened but how do you make sense of evil? She began to hear the loud and boisterous laughter of those who had come into their village with torches and hate. Quickly she was reminded that she was still in the middle of a very violent atmosphere and she might still be in danger. She clung to the small child who seemed oblivious to the danger he had just escaped and realized that she must find a safe haven.

Where Have I Been?

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Sorry ladies, I'm starting to feel like a day is like a thousand years and a thousand years is like a day applies.(2 Peter 3:8) After 2 retreats and my husband's oral surgery today, my mind and focus can come back to being with you ladies. Funny how when you begin a teaching time, God always uses it to keep you in relationship with Him and focused on living as His disciple. It's not always easy because God usually uses these times to sharpen my own character. Have you ever watched someone sharpen something using a grinder? Sparks fly, metel shavings splinter off and then, the blade comes off gleaming and sharper ready to be used to it's fullest potential. I don't quite feel like a gleaming blade but I believe that there's hope. Keep grinding Lord!

DON'T HAVE A MELTDOWN!

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It seems funny that I am writing this at a time when most of the country is under a deep freeze. My outdoor temperature is presently 8 degrees at 6pm. But it seems to me that a meltdown occurs usually when we least expect it. Somewhere in our lives, the heat gets turned up and we slowly begin to drip until we realize that we are no longer able to stand it anymore. Once you are in the middle of a meltdown usually concerted measures need to be used to bring you back to restoration.

So, how do you avoid a meltdown?

Where do you feel most prone to a meltdown? Next week we'll begin to look at areas where a meltdown can occor. Is there an area you would like to address?

Finances, Faith, Relationships... Let me know!

Until then, keep cool!

Living Eternally

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As I dealt with the annoyances of life, I found that God wanted to bless with His word about perspective for the new year. He led me to

2 Corinthians 4:16-18

"Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. SO we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal."

Each day I have been given a gift of renewal. An opportunity to look at things in a new light, the light and promise of God's word. I must choose to not allow the things of this world to blind me or cloud my vision. When "annoyances" come or hard circumstance, I will try to step into the light and see the circumstance from God's perspective. I can ask questions like, How is this going to help me grow closer to God?, What can I learn about God's character from this?, and also How can I show God's love through this?

When dealing with church planting there will be plenty of annoyances but also some very hard blows from the enemy trying to destroy what God wants to build. If he can get your focus on the project instead of the people he will. Why? Because God's perspective is about people. If the enemy can get you focused on self-protection he will because God's perspective is a surrendered life to His glory. My prayer for you is that this year you will not be blind-sided by the enemy and your eyes will be "fixed on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal!" May 2009 find us all living for eternity!

Annoyances

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Today so far has been a day of annoyance. You know, those little things that seem to happen quickly in succession just to get you to a point of boiling over? I woke up with a runny nose, I splashed my coffee on my cream turtleneck,(stop to blow nose) I had a cd come flying out of the holder onto the passenger seat beside me, (grab Kleenex, forget it, get napkin and wipe nose) look for cd and decide that it's on the floor next to the passenger door and it wouldn't be safe to get it at 55 mph, when I arrive home, the door of the truck came flying back at me as I opened it (nose begins to drip) and caused me to spill my coffee onto the door jam and carport (wipe nose again and pray for meds to kick in) and then I couldn't find the door key on my husbands key ring that I was holding. Little annoyances all in a row adding up to frustration and feeling like I wanted to crawl back into bed.
I learned though that it's the little annoyances that can take you off balance and cause a redirection in focus so that your mind isn't on the most important things at hand. How many times have these annoyances shown up to irk me at just the right time and cause a disturbance not only in my life but in those around me. I become impatient, self-focused and often downright irritable. I had to figure out a way not to allow all of the little annoyances to change my vision. How can I keep focused on the big picture and look past these petty non-important annoyances? I've found that first, I must recognize all those little things for what they are, little. Second, going back to bed is not an option, keep moving in the right direction! and Third, make sure my vision is not fuzzy to start with. The little annoyances can't hinder as much when the focus is strong to begin with. If I'm getting pulled quickly out of focus by the little things, then I need to spend more time studying the big picture. Securing my vision on the truth of God. And lastly, make sure I take my sinus medication on time. Got to go wipe my nose again.

The Reason for the Season

2008-12-08T10:12:00.003-05:00

Yesterday at church we saw a video compiled on "You Tube" using a song by the group "Go Fish". We were familiar with the group having attended one of their concerts with our grandchildren. Many of their songs are fun and crazy like "Ladybug frying on the sidewalk" and "My Church". They minister primarily to kids but their message is for all generations.
I wasn't prepared for the impact that this song had on me though. I must say that it brought some focus back into what this season is all about. I pray that as you take a moment to watch, you will be blessed as I was.

I hope you enjoyed it and make sure you check out the group at http://www.gofishguys.com/cms/

Operation Christmas Child

2008-12-06T10:06:00.002-05:00

Have any of you filled up a shoebox for the Operation Christmas Child? My daughter recently took my grandkids to family night and shared the pictures on the blog. http://jennysjourneys.blogspot.com/2008/12/operation-christmas-child-family-night.html It is interesting to see the details of how big the Operation really is. I thought you might enjoy.

Thermometer or Thermostat?

2008-11-25T09:17:00.003-05:00

The weather is cold! It has been unusual in our area for November. If I were still in Buffalo, I could expect to awaken to the trees being frosted in snow or ice but here in southern PA this was a pleasant surprise. Mainly because I knew that about noon, it would once again be green and all would be melted.

While sharing about my attitude, I mentioned that I had become a thermometer instead of a thermostat. What's the difference? One measure the fluctuations in the environment while the other controls the environment. While I couldn't control the circumstances around me, I can control my emotions and attitudes. The way that I do that? By setting myself on the fact that Christ is more interested in my character than my circumstance. That my mind can be placed in the word of God and set on eternity instead of the temporal.

I can choose if I want to be controlled by my circumstance or if I want to be controlled by something that never changes. If I want to be a person that fluctuates with the day to day and makes no difference but to react, or I can apply the truth and influence of the word of God . Being a thermostat is a much better choice than constantly fluctuating up and down, never stable or secure. That way, when the cold winds of circumstance come and the people I encounter are icy instead of getting hot under the collar, I am not reacting to them but can influence them to the warmth of God's love so they too, can be a thermostat.

Attitude

2008-11-20T07:56:00.008-05:00

It's funny, you would think that by now, I would not be surprised by God since I've known him for so long. Still, since he is always ahead of the game so to speak, he will do something that catches me and I am in awe. I recently realized that my attitude is stinking. I've allowed circumstance to cause me to react poorly. Instead of being the thermostat, I became the thermometer. (I'll explain next blog) My attitude began shifting and fell into the zone that is quite cold. Thankfully I didn't get to frozen! I didn't even realize that it was happening. The funny thing is, on my wallpaper this month each time I open my computer I see this: The verse says; May all who come to you be glad and joyful. May all who are thankful for your salvation always say, "How great is the Lord!" Psalm 40:16.

God knew when I picked this out at the end of October that I needed it! He gave me a subtle reminder (if you call an entire computer screen subtle) that I should each day remember just two things: Be thankful for my salvation and Praise His Greatness!! When I started doing this, I once again wanted to come before Him. He restored my joy and gladness and I didn't let the circumstance continue to control my attitude but instead let my attitude reflect Christ's control. Surprise! God knows the future. I can relax, He is in control. I'm thanking God for the attitude adjustment and for once again showing me the wonder of our Great God!

Blog, blog, blog

2008-11-13T14:03:00.002-05:00

I feel that I haven't gotten into this blog thing very well. A monthly blog doesn't keep readers I've found. Sorry. It's not like I don't have any thoughts it's just that most of them happen when we are traveling (which we do alot!) and by the time I get back online, I've forgotten or it doesn't seem as inspirational as when the thought hit me. Oh well. Maybe I've realized that I have been trying to be more the bright spot instead of just being real. So here it is and if it's just blog, blog, blog to you, thanks for stopping by and come again.

This past few months have been a little beige. You know, nothing spectacular or vibrant just basic, clean and universal. I guess some would even call it boring. It has been difficult because of feeling that we may not be in the place that God has for us right now. We're serving a purpose, helping the Kingdom but not serving out of our strengths. Many things have come up and for one reason or another, God has said that each was not the place that He had ordained. We declined each offer feeling lke it was in obedience and yet that inner compulsion that we weren't where he wanted could not be shaken. There has been much soul searching, crying, praying, and ultimately waiting. Even now we're waiting. I'm not patient and really don't like waiting! So, I tend to just leave. Yep, I leave my bible study, my intense prayer time and pretty much my intimacy with God. One thing that I've found out about God, he doesn't just let you leave! He will come after you. Since I have grown and now, usually just slowly inch away he doesn't have to use such drastic measures to come after me as he once has. No, he usually now can get my attention by my family's words, or my good friend. You know those people that hold you accountable just because they too love God and you? So I'm now trying to patiently sit in God's waiting room without questioning or self-diagnosing what is best for us. I'm living for the present and allowing Him to hold the future. And maybe next week, I'll know more but for now, Psalm 27:14 comes to mind.

If the Shoe Fits ...

2008-10-07T10:46:00.005-04:00

Fall has come and for me, that means that I must bring out the "fall shoe wardrobe". I have to put away the sandals and flip flops and go to the warmer better protective footwear. In changing the shoes around, I look at which ones I need to replace and try to buy for the next season while they are on clearance. A different shoe is needed to match the outfit or purpose of the day, right? There isn't just one shoe for every occassion! CP wives are alot like shoes. There isn't just one type of personality or giftedness that makes up "the" cp wife.

CP Wives are unique and diverse in their abilities and giftedness. It amazes me how many different women God uses to help plant churches.

If you were a shoe, what kind would you be? A cute pump matched to compliment, a work shoe comfortable and durable, a tennis shoe always on the run full of energy or maybe a bedroom slipper ready for some rest? That's just a few, there are many different shoes out there! Whichever one you are, I pray that God will supernaturally empower you to continue the walk of faith in church planting and not become weary in well doing!

During the forty years that I led you through the desert, your clothes did not wear out, nor did the sandals on your feet. Deut. 29:5

Ephesians 6:13-18 (The MSG)

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Be prepared. You're up against far more than you can handle on your own. Take all the help you can get, every weapon God has issued, so that when it's all over but the shouting you'll still be on your feet. Truth, righteousness, peace, faith, and salvation are more than words. Learn how to apply them. You'll need them throughout your life. God's Word is an indispensable weapon. In the same way, prayer is essential in this ongoing warfare. Pray hard and long. Pray for your brothers and sisters. Keep your eyes open. Keep each other's spirits up so that no one falls behind or drops out.

Go Ask Your Father

2008-09-23T09:47:00.002-04:00

Recently as I was talking with my girlfriend, we were discussing the miracle of Peter walking on water. Do you ever wonder about the other 11? Here was Peter walking on the water and they were still in the boat! If she were a disciple, she contemplated that she may have thought, if he can do that, then why can't I? And then would have proceeded to leap out of the boat and immediately sink. Why? because Peter asked Jesus' permission to come she said. I would just follow after without permission.

How true! Peter recognized in his faith that he couldn't do it without God's empowerment. Wow, how often have I gotten into trouble because I didn't take the time to ask the Father first? I didn't seek His empowerment but plowed ahead because after all, I'm doing this for Jesus. I would see a great idea or try to plan a wonderful event and then see it flop. Just because we see something working for another church plant doesn't mean that God is empowering your church plant the same way. Leaping into a "good idea" can find us over our heads quickly. All of the ideas and plans are useless unless we take the time to ask the Father for his empowerment first. Don't forget this week to stay connected to the Father and ask before you leap!

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened."

Matthew 7:7-8

Emotional Break

2008-09-09T21:59:00.002-04:00

Feel like you're going crazy? Getting a pressured feeling? Is it hard to laugh even when it's funny or do you find yourself laughing so you don't cry? You may need an emotional break.

Take time to do something that you like to do. Something that will help relieve the stress valve. We sometimes get so caught up in doing things that we "have" to do such as laundry (i believe it reproduces in the basket somehow) cleaning, raising children, paying bills, working, etc. etc. etc. that we don't take the time to just kick back and do something that we like. This is so beneficial to our emotional well being. It doesn't have to be extreme to help reenergize us. If you like to be alone, send the family out for 2-3 hours and just sit and enjoy the silence. Maybe you would rather be the one who goes out to find some peace and solitude. Are you a people person? Get together with some friends and do what you like to do. No friends around? Plan to go to lunch at the same time and then call each other and talk while you eat out. Hate the house you now have? Go to a new development and look at the models. Don't think about what you don't have, but focus on how much better than that you do have in a mansion in heaven. Does doing what you like cost? Then save up for that purpose and calendar your time so that you will have something to look forward to. Buy a new bubble bath and soak with candles and music playing.

The point is, do something that will minister to yourself. When you are church planting and the friends are not there to take you away, the hubby is so busy you could easily feel bad about asking him to help with the kids, or there is no church family to help with stress relief you must take action and make time for you. Don't allow your emotional tank to be filled only with stressful times. Find ways for that stress relief valve because if you don't do it purposefully, then it will explode. That can become very damaging! Even an unexpected release can cause pain. Therapy is usually not something you like to do, so to help you so that it does not become necessary, find that thing you like to do and then DO IT! Take an emotional break. And if you're like me, you might even have a cup of coffee while you do.

You're the Only One

2008-09-07T21:08:00.002-04:00

Have you ever considered that you're the only wife of your hubby? He has many friends, ministry partners, he may have several children but he has only one wife! So what are you doing to take care of her? Many times we sacrifice time for our kids, our ministries, our jobs and even for the hubbys but we don't sacrifice the time needed to take care of ourselves.
What are you doing to take care of yourself? How about your body? Our bodies need rest and nourishment. This isn't really a hard one to recognize. Most women I know don't say that they don't need to sleep or eat. So not resting or eating isn't the issue, but how do we rest and nourish ourselves? Chocolate may be the extra food group but we cannot live on that alone! LOL
Another area that we need to pay attention to is the Spiritual nature. Are we falling in love with God and nurturing our relationship with Him? Do we "do" ministry and neglect getting personal with God? Do we read the Bible just as a duty to serve or is it a love letter that we can't live without?
Lastly, this is the area that I've seen most women neglect. How are you doing emotionally? What are you doing to help you enjoy life? When we neglect this area we can become very moody, feel pressured and allow ungodly thoughts to fill our minds causing us to react with ungodly actions. Try scheduling time to do something you enjoy. It may be reading, just being alone, having time with girlfriends,a bubble bath, having the house to yourself for 4-6 hours. The list could go on. Maybe tomorrow, we can explore things to do to help emotional well-being. What are your ideas?

View from the inside out!

2008-08-08T18:22:00.006-04:00

I just got back from a visit to my chiropractor where he showed me my x-rays and explained them. The good news I recieved from my initial visit was that my head was on straight. This visit when he showed me my x-rays he told me that the truth was my spine had a reverse curve in my neck area. Meaning, instead of curving in the S shape I looked more like a 3. Then he proceeded to tell me because I slept on my stomach as an adolescent through young adult years, I did it to myself. Your's is the worst case I've seen. Great! I thought. How long is it going to take to get that straightened out? You won't, he said, but we can do some adjustments that may help. So much for my head being on straight. "That's why I take x-rays and wait until they are reviewed before I do any adjustments." "You really can't tell the need until you see it from the inside." When he did an alignment on the neck, my sinuses opened within minutes. It was like I had breathed in a huge wiff of "Vicks". Who knew I was congested? For me I thought that was "normal".

As I contemplated what he said, I reflected on how true that is of my spiritual life. How many times have I seemingly been doing well just to realize that the inside was messed up. I would function "normally" so it seemed but then, God would hold up the x-ray, his Word. God's word makes me transparent before Him and I am able to see what is necessary to correct me so that I can be whole. His Word reveals and then His Spirit convicts and transforms me to align so that I can be a great ambassador for Him. What is the benefit of God showing me what needs to be changed if He is doing the work to change it? For me it helped to know what the chiropractor was trying to achieve in my spine when he put the activator against my skin and I felt the push that would align me. I wasn't resistant to what he was doing but willing and open to assisting him in any way that I could. Fear of the unknown was aleviated. Praise God when you see correctcions that need to be made in your life through the light of His Word. Then relax and cooperate with the Holy Spirit as he makes adjustments. Believe me it feels great to breathe a fresh breath. Physically and Spiritually.

Celebrate!

2008-07-01T14:27:00.004-04:00

How often do we take time to celebrate? What do we celebrate? Can celebration be a lifestyle or do we save celebration for special events or holidays? When we celebrate something we are extoling, praising and making it known. What would happen if we awoke each day with an expectancy of celebration? God's people have many things to celebrate. We can extol his power, purpose and love. We can praise his character and activity in our lives and we can find ways to make that known. When we have a determination to celebrate each day that we live then we aren't so apt to be negative or depressed about what isn't right about the day.

So go ahead and CELEBRATE!

Don't wait for a holiday or special event. Celebrate your relationship with God, celebrate your spouse, celebrate your children, God's activity, the breath that you take to live. There's always something to celebrate.

I will celebrate before the LORD. 22 I will become even more undignified than this, and I will be humiliated in my own eyes. 2 Samuel 6:21b

Show me the money!

2008-06-27T11:03:00.005-04:00

I signed up for a book by Dave Ramsey about managing your money at a conference in April. Their office called me yesterday and asked if I received the book. When I said no, he confirmed that he would send it to me. I also had to balance the checkbook and pay bills yesterday. Today in my inbox, the Girlfriends in God devotional (Please take time to click on title to see the link and read the devotion) talked about finances and managing money. It seems that God is being active in looking at the budget and being careful not to overspend in the summer months.

Summer can be a temptation to go, go, go and buy, buy, buy. I encourage you to be wise about your finances, curb temptation and commit to being good stewards this summer.

God bless you all!

Beth

Looking Backwards

2008-06-26T13:17:00.002-04:00

will get you into trouble.
We all have a tendancy to look backwards. Once when I was about 7 or 8 I was walking forward but was more interested in what was behind me so as I was moving forward, I was actually looking backward. I turned forward just in time to walk directly into a brick column. My mom who was talking to my dad behind me ran to examine where the blood was coming from and stop my crying. She determined that there was only a small cut to my lip, cleaned me up and tried to calm me. My dad however came and said very bluntly, "Remember, Look where you're going, not where you've been." He meant that my focus needed to be in front of me, not behind. Too often do we get into trouble when we focus on the past. The Bible teaches us in many examples that looking backwards will produce painful if not tragic results. Lot's wife disobeyed God's command to not look backwards and was turned to a pillar of salt. A pillar is not a small mound of granulated crystals but a hard block or statue. Looking backwards when we are to be focused on God can harden us against future diretion and blessing. The israelites in Numbers 11-14 complained about the desert and longed for the "wealth" of Egypt. They even contemplated revolting and returning to what they "knew". Looking backwards is often done with a false perspective and can lead to self-pity and rebellion.
Paul admonshes us to press on and forget what is past. He tells us to strain towards the goal. When trials come, discouragement tries to overtake you, or you become physically tired and need to rest, be careful not to look backwards. Don't allow your mind to go to images of how much better you had it or compare how God was working and decide that he isn't working now because you can't see his activity. Don't look at what you gave up to be where you are now . A backward glance can lead to backward focus. Backward focus always leads to pain. You may be hardened and become unusable in God's kingdom, you may experience more pain instead of healing. Take my Father's advice and keep your focus on what's ahead.
Jesus replied, "No one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is fit for service in the kingdom of God." Luke 9:62
Or as my earthly father put it, "Remember, look where you're going, not where you've been."

Gramby's Brag Blog

2008-06-16T23:02:00.011-04:00

I wanted to share our blessing with you in pictures.

Our Sweet Newborn Zachary

Being introduced to Big SisterKatelyn

Holding Zachary with Gramby

Being held by my Cousin Abby, Krista and Adam

Aunt Jenny held me alot and she kept sniffing my head.

I'm going to love my aunt Jenny!

Poppy and the Boys Gramby and the Girls

Children's children are a crown to the aged,and parents are the pride of their children. Proverbs 17:6

Gramby and Poppy and all of their grandkids.

New Look

2008-06-16T21:48:00.004-04:00

Hey ladies,
First I must ask, "how do you like the new page design?" This past weekend, I had the intense blessing of being with my daughters and they updated me. I let them pick out the background and surprise me. I thought it was so appropriate for them to pick the butterflies. Not only is it so me, I was pleased at how it represented the journey of church planting. How can you identify with the butterfly? Are you in the chrysalis stage, feeling like you have so much to learn and develop? Are you feeling like the worm, crawling and intensely feeding/preparing for the day that you will become a butterfly? Maybe you're already cocooning. You need time to rest and reflect on all that God has done and will do in the future. Are you breaking forth from the cocoon. Having changed from your experience and ready to fly? Or are you soaring, spreading your wings enjoying new experiences with God?
Let me know where you might be!

Thank you girls for a great blog page design! Love you both!!!

New Life

2008-06-04T10:53:00.004-04:00

Zachary Scott Weber arrived on Sunday June 1st. He is a beautiful boy and it is so amazing to the creative hand of God. We had anticipated his arrival knowing that he would be born a boy, knowing that he was to arrive at a certian time and also expecting that he would not have any complications. Still with all of the known, there is still such an amazement when you see this one that you had awaited come to introduce himself to the world. He is beautiful and takes my breath when I think about the creative hand of God in his life. As his "Poppy" (Barry) prayed for him in the hospital and asked God to bring the plan that He has for his life to fruition, tears came to my eyes. Our God has a plan that began before conception. He knows the future and is able to direct and guide this life to honor and glorify Him.

You know, Zachary's birth reminds me of how it is to experience the arrival of the first new life in Christ through a new church plant. There are knowns and expectations of seeing God birth and grow a new church but still it takes your breath as the first person confesses Christ as Savior, as you see lives transformed and a community recognize God's presence because you love and care as Christ does. The birthing process is long at times and hard work but it is so worth it! Hang in there and don't become weary in well doing. God has a plan and wants to bring new life through your faithfulness in church planting!

Eat Up!

2008-05-20T19:44:00.003-04:00

How are your eating habits? Do you eat in a healthy manner. Is it possible to be spiritually anorexic? You refuse to put the nutrition of God's word into your body. What about bulemic? You find yourself eating great amounts of God's word only to spit it out again. This is what I found myself doing when I realized that my study time was primarily to "teach" someone else. At the time I didn't realize that my life was being examined as much as my words. God had to show me that I have also seen individuals who were spiritually obese. These fed on the word, had a lot of spiritual wisdom and yet didn't exercise their faith. I found that I had to begin to live intentionally to eat in a healthy manner. The same goes for my spiritual health. Let's feed in a healthy manner on the word of God!

He humbled you, causing you to hunger and then feeding you with manna, which neither you nor your fathers had known, to teach you that man does not live on bread alone but on every word that comes from the mouth of the LORD. Deuteronomy 8:3

Are you Starvin?

2008-05-15T09:28:00.005-04:00

This time of year many ads etc. are directed toward us to promote having a healthy body. Our outward appearance becomes more noticeable when the summer wardrobe comes out and marketers know that they can promote their wares effectively if they can capitalize on this knowledge. Not only do they try to sell new clothing, they more effectively focus on health issues. Energy drinks, diets, healthy food, gym memberships are just a few of the things that we are bombarded with.
As all of these things bombarded me, I began to realize that the primary reason we aren't healthy is that we don't eat or exercise healthily. Obesity, non motivation, bulemia, anorexia are just a few of the unhealthy ways that people live their lives. The sad thing is that there are just as many unhealthy cp wives sprititually out there as there are physically unhealthy people.
I've recognized that I went through these times myself. I needed to be a spiritually healthy person if I was going to continue to go on the front lines against the enemy and God has shown me that I needed to see my need and address it. By living spiritually unhealthy there have been times that I have not withstood the pressures of the enemy.
First and foremost we must recognize the condition we are in.
Do we know how to feed ourselves? I know that may sound like a funny question but I've seen many who depend upon the Sunday School teacher, the Bible study book, or even technology to feed them spiritually. Some cp wives are starvin out there! They don't see the things that they are use to having available for them and therefore don't know how to feed themselves. Hebrews 5:12 says "In fact, though by this time you ought to be teachers, you need someone to teach you the elementary truths of God's word all over again. You need milk, not solid food!"
When you get out into the field and all of the "things" for growth are no longer there, it's just you and the word of God, is that enough? Do you know how to eat of the bread of life and find your sustanance daily? It is in church planting that I learned how to have a healthy diet. A spiritual diet that I was responsible for. I had to feed myself and no longer did I want just milk, sweets, "fast-food", no I began to crave the meat!
O.K. you may not be starvin, but are you bulemic? How about anorexic? Maybe it's obesity that has a grasp on you? Let's look at these later, right now, I'm hungry!

The Power of Prayer

2008-05-13T10:25:00.005-04:00

The earnest prayer of a righteous person has

great power and produces wonderful results.

James 5:16b

How often did I pray for my husband. Usually my prayers went something like this, "Lord, change him, Lord, make him sorry for how he treated me, Lord give him ears to listen (more to me) Lord, help him see the error of his ways." If you had only heard my prayers and never seen my hubby you would have thought that he wasn't measuring up. Needless to say nothing was happening in my hubby or our marriage with prayers like these. Sure, I was earnest but I wasn't very righteous in what I was praying. It wasn't him but me that needed a change. My focus had to shift to God's work and His glory instead of my own selfishness. I realized that I wasn't standing in the gap and bathing my hubby in prayer that would be effective for our home, our church plant or God's use in His plan and purpose. When I began to strive toward righteousness in my own life, then my prayers began to change. I no longer focused on praying for what would affect me, but began praying for what could affect the Kingdom of God. Prayer is powerful! We don't always see the protection that it brings or the doors that it opens. We seldom recognize the work that is done that started with a prayer. I know that you have prayer partners but did you realize only you can pray for your hubby as his wife with the intimacy and love that only you two share?

May I suggest some resources that will help guide you to righteous praying for your spouse? One such resource is found on Revive our Hearts website http://www.reviveourhearts.com/topics/downloads/index.php?id=9473

Another is the Power of a Praying Wife by Stormie O'Martin. (Don't throw this book down because of the first chapter, it is necessary!)http://www.stormieomartian.com

Pray without ceasing, Pray righteously, Pray as you stand against the enemy, Pray in love for the Father, Pray, Pray, Pray! God is listening.

Eyes Wide Open

2008-05-06T11:05:00.004-04:00

“I wish someone would have told me…..” Have you ever felt that way? We all have experiences where we wish we had known more facts before we walked into it. (or in my case many times, run into it) After we get into the middle of a circumstance we begin to look around more objectively taking off our rose colored glasses or perhaps our blinders. When I have waited until I am already in the middle of the circumstance, I have endured many bruises and injuries that might have been prevented had I known the pitfalls were there. Over the years I have learned that I must rid myself of the pride, rebellion or whatever that caused me to think that I could do this on my own and humbly seek the counsel of those who had been there. Their wisdom and encouragement has come to mean so much! Their confirmation of God’s word and experience of His power quickens His Spirit within me to stand firm or avoid potential dangers. The phrase “I wish someone would have told me…” comes to my mind usually because I didn’t take the time to stop and ask.

Plans fail for lack of counsel, but with many advisers they succeed Proverbs 15:22 (NIV).

Without good direction, people lose their way; the more wise counsel you follow, the better your chances. Proverbs 11:14 (MSG)

During a recent CP Wives conference the question was asked, “What is one thing you wish someone would have told you before you began church planting?”
Some of the answers were: (Abbreviated for space as each could be a separate blog entry) * Whatever stage you’re in now is not permanent. * This is going to be the best time of your life! * You will have friends again.

Share with us in your Comments

What is some of the best counsel you have received?
How do you stop and seek counsel before entering a new circumstance?
Is there a question you would like answered?

Weak? Take heart

2008-05-03T17:16:00.001-04:00

You Go Girl !

2008-05-02T21:40:00.002-04:00

"Take charge! Take heart! Don't be anxious or get discouraged. God, my God, is with you in this; he won't walk off and leave you in the lurch. He's at your side until every last detail is completed for conducting the worship of God."

1 Chronicles 28:20

I pray that this scripture passage gives you encouragement, motivation and determination as you face the weekend.

For me, I would translate it ~

YOU GO GIRL !!

The Encounter

2008-05-01T09:53:00.003-04:00

What encounter with God sticks out in your mind? Each spring I am reminded of a time that I encountered God in a garden. We were living in Erie, PA and were in a ministry that at the time was called a "church restart". There were about 6 adults in a small church building that needed a pastor. There had been church conflict and we were told that the "trouble" had bowed out and left the church. A lesson we learned from that is that when there is conflict and the "trouble" leaves it only means that the stronger party of the conflict won and has stayed. Needless to say, when God began to work and the church started to grow and reach the lost community there were some big problems. We were on the field, in our first ministry after seminary, and I felt very alone and weak. I cried out to God for someone one to talk with that could understand my feelings and the circumstances we were facing. Someone who had walked in my shoes as a pastor's wife and could give me some Godly counsel. I didn't feel like I could discuss these feelings with my husband b/c he was in the circumstance just as deep as I was and when I shared it only made him more defensive of me and created even more stress on him.
One particular night after Bible study at the church, I left the children to come home with their dad and I drove home alone. I remember feeling angry, disappointed and frustrated that people were so vindictive when we were just trying to love them and lead them to love others in Christ's name. I didn't even go into my house, but went to the garden I had planted that was full of weeds. I began to pull those weeds furiously and talk to God about my frustrations even venting to him that I didn't think he even cared what we were going through. (Gardens are my greatest therapy sessions with God.) It was then that I heard a small voice. "Beth" "Beth" no, it wasn't God's voice, it was someone at my house coming towards me. I turned and wiped the tears away smearing dirt on my face and my clothes trying to look composed and then I saw who was calling my name. It was my mom. She had driven 600 miles to come to my house unannounced. "Mom, what brought you here?" I asked. "I was praying last night and God said you needed me. What's wrong?". My tears started to flow again, not because of the hurt but from the flood of love I felt from God. You see, I hadn't shared anything with my mom because I didn't want to worry her with her being so far away. I had prayed to God to send me someone who would understand. This woman before me was not only my mother, she was a former Pastor's wife. Now that was a God encounter!!!
When we are at our weakest place that is usually a great time for us to encounter God and His strength. What God encounters have you had that spoke to you about His love,His strength or His presence? Read 2 Corinthians 12:9-10 as encouragement to the way God can use those weak times in our life for a real God encounter. I recently heard one cp wife say "God can really use me because I have a lot of weaknesses!" Don't focus on your weakness, but focus on the way God can use that for you and others to encounter His strength!

Beth

My Reedemer

2008-03-14T10:48:00.000-04:00

Not long ago, I awoke to the song, Redeemed. Not the praise and worship one, no I heard the old hymn that I learned in my childhood.
The song's lyrics are: Redeemed, how I love to proclaim it, redeemed by the blood of the Lamb, Redeemed through His infinite mercy his child and forever I am! Redeemed, Redeemed, Redeemed by the blood of the Lamb, Redeemed, Redeemed, His child and forever I am.
It was a comforting song and in my sleepy stupor I didn't want to make the "alarm" be quiet but enjoyed the sweet melody playing... in my head. That's right, it wasn't a radio in the room that had awaken me. Once I became truly awake, I realized that I was glad that I had not tried to shut the music off with the snooze button as I would have been hitting myself in the head. As I awoke, my hubby came into the room and shared that God had given him a great verse from scripture that morning and he wanted to share it with me. He opened his Bible to Isaiah 41:14
"Do not be afraid, O worm Jacob, O little Israel, for I myself will hellp you," declares the Lord, your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel."
Wow, I'm awakened by the song, Redeemed and then my husband share a verse from scripture that speaks to that very thing. As I pondered the implication of what it means to be redeemed, I was able to see a paraell with "Horton Hears a Who". (Opening March 14th in Theaters) WHAT? You don't think of Dr. Seuss when you look at scripture?
Seriously, since the movie was getting such a huge promo, I went back and read the original work by Dr. Seuss. Visually, you can see how even though our God is so huge, and he is able to exist quite well without giving us a second thought, He hears us. Not only does he hear, but he goes out of His way to protect and redeem.
Sometimes we may feel small or insignificant to God. His activity seems to be greater in other areas. We lose sight of the fact that God is with us. Verse 13 in Isaiah 41 says "For I am the Lord, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you."
Remember, even though there are times that you can't see God's activity, or you feel that you are shaken and about to be destroyed, God hears you and is actively working for you because you have been redeemed!

God Lesson from Charlie Brown

2008-02-17T17:27:00.001-05:00

This week has been interesting. Barry and I committed this week to spend in prayer and personal Bible study together. We scheduled time together and decided to study a specific book of scripture. I went into the week hoping, no really expecting a great epiphany from the Lord. I was seeking, asking and knocking. God showed me something that’s for sure. Have you ever gone to someone for advice, knowing what they would say but needing to hear it from their mouth? What God wanted to share wasn’t previously undisclosed. No, I already knew what he was saying; I guess I just needed to hear it from him. What scripture did he use to share with me? Actually, he used an illustration about Charlie Brown®. I heard a D.J. on the radio say that he had seen an illustration of Charlie Brown® in heaven. Tom Landry, a legendary football coach comes and puts his arm around him and says, “Come on son, let me teach you how to kick a football.” As I pictured this in my mind, I saw the persistent Charlie Brown, time and again trying to kick the football and Lucy snatching it away at the last minute and Charlie Brown landing on his back. That’s when it dawned on me. Charlie Brown didn’t need to learn how to kick a football, he just needed a connection! I believe that if CB had ever matched his toe to that ball, it would have flown through the air. After all he had strengthened his muscles from all the times that he had missed. His problem was that Lucy kept pulling the ball away from him at the most opportune moment.
I know that in church planting I have felt much like CB. I felt as if I had tried, I knew I had the ability and power but I would land on my back asking “what happened”. I needed connection. The problem was that I thought connection was when I met the right person, had opportunity to share the gospel or was able to balance the demands on my life. This wasn’t when I was connected though. These came as a result of the connection, just like a football’s destination. The initial connection was first necessary to make an end result. If I am always worried about the end result instead of the connection then I will miss the mark.
God showed me once again that he is much more interested in my connection than he is the end result. I am to be His disciple. As a disciple, I must be growing in Him. After all, didn’t Christ say that apart from Him I can do nothing? (John 15:5) I need his nourishment, his strength and since I am a grafted vine, I need to conform to His being. When we are disconnected, as Charlie Brown was with his football, we can become discouraged, have feelings of inadequacy, and even begin to believe lies about our ability. Dear cp wives, make sure that you keep connected with the Father. Find what might be keeping you disconnected. Is the enemy snatching away the opportunity for you to connect? Maybe you have begun to believe the feelings of inadequacy or the lies about your ability. Are you just discouraged and weak in your hope? Ask God to help you connect with Him. Listen to God’s word to you. You are his special creation. He has equipped you with the power and authority of Christ. He wants you to love Him with all you have. He is equipping you to love others. Let His encouragement warm your heart. I can’t tell you how wonderful it is to have a Mary moment and sit at the Master’s feet. Let Him speak His love in your ears. Fill your mind with His praise. As His bride, you delight Him. He wants to be connected with you even more than you want to be connected to Him. Take His hand and walk with the Lord today. Just because you Love Him! When you do, the refreshing strength and renewed hope will come alive and I know that you will spring forth with fragrance of blessing.

To Get Connected: Write down a verse that speaks to you and put it in a visible place. Repeat it daily as you apply God’s truth to your life. Or try this, write a verse down that doesn’t say anything to you and wait on God until it does. Put on praise music in your bathroom as you shower or bathe. Turn the radio off in the car as you travel and meditate on God’s character. Using the alphabet let each letter represent a character trait of God and proclaim who He is from A to Z. Share how God is showing His love to you with your spouse.
Do you have any more ideas? Please share in the comments! I’d love to hear from you.

2008-02-11T20:03:00.000-05:00

Open your mouth and taste, open your eyes and see— how good God is.

Blessed are you who run to him.

Psalm 34:8

Recently, my granddaughter had a dusting in NC. Her mom and dad interupted her bedtime routine to let her put on daddy's boots and go out on the deck so she could experience this seldom seen event. This is the picture that was taken of her "licking snowflakes". It reminded me of the verse found in Psalm 34. I wondered when was the last time that I truly threw my head back, looked up to God and desired to taste and see His goodness. I must confess that lately I've looked at His blessings as "just a dusting" and did not recognize the sigificance of the beauty of each and every little snowflake. This week, I am taking time and stopping my routine to recognize His daily blessings. I'm asking God to show me His goodness, with abandoned faith that I will experience a fresh encounter with him. May His mercies fall fresh around me. How about you? Don't look at the daily encounters with God as just a dusting but throw back your head, stick out your tounge and get ready to "taste" the goodnes of the Lord. May He bless you for your faithfulness to acknowledge Him in your life each and every day.

Psalm 34
1 I bless God every chance I get; my lungs expand with his praise. 2 I live and breathe God; if things aren't going well, hear this and be happy: 3 Join me in spreading the news; together let's get the word out. 4 God met me more than halfway, he freed me from my anxious fears. 5 Look at him; give him your warmest smile. Never hide your feelings from him. 6 When I was desperate, I called out, and God got me out of a tight spot. 7 God's angel sets up a circle of protection around us while we pray. 8 Open your mouth and taste, open your eyes and see— how good God is. Blessed are you who run to him.
9 Worship God if you want the best; worship opens doors to all his goodness. 10 Young lions on the prowl get hungry, but God-seekers are full of God. 11 Come, children, listen closely; I'll give you a lesson in God worship. 12 Who out there has a lust for life? Can't wait each day to come upon beauty? 13 Guard your tongue from profanity, and no more lying through your teeth. 14 Turn your back on sin; do something good. Embrace peace—don't let it get away! 15 God keeps an eye on his friends, his ears pick up every moan and groan. 16 God won't put up with rebels; he'll cull them from the pack. 17 Is anyone crying for help? God is listening, ready to rescue you. 18 If your heart is broken, you'll find God right there; if you're kicked in the gut, he'll help you catch your breath. 19 Disciples so often get into trouble; still, God is there every time. 20 He's your bodyguard, shielding every bone; not even a finger gets broken. 21 The wicked commit slow suicide; they waste their lives hating the good. 22 God pays for each slave's freedom; no one who runs to him loses out. (The Msg)

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Church planting is a step of obedience to our Lord's command to make disciples. It is a call on one's life (those not called either don't make it or are just plain crazy!) One area that is always being tested in our obedience to God is trust. What do you do when things don't go as planned? Trust God What happens when all circumstance goes against the direction God is leading? Trust God What holds you together when everything around you seems to fall apart? Your trust in God.

Trust in His character, His promises and His sovereignty. God is trustworthy!

Those who know your name will trust in you,

for you, LORD, have never forsaken those who seek you.

Psalm 9:10

A Great Retreat

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Here are some pictures of our 2007 retreat for Central Region CP Wives. We were refreshed,relaxed and renewed in our journey of church planting!